Depressive episode

I talked with my pdoc a couple of weeks ago about changing my meds and we added a med because she determined I have ADD well this adds another diagnosis but I digress. Anyway in the last couple of days I haven't wanted to do anything I barely get out of bed and when I do its to move to the couch and just lay here. Today I've been crying all day. I went into the kitchen earlier and all the roaches were on the counter and I started to cry again. I've made peace with the roaches and know that they will never go away as long as they only spray sporatically here in my apartment. I have my own part in the roach problem as I'm a really bad housekeeper but 2 weeks ago got an energy spurt (I think I was hypomanic) and cleaned and have kept it clean but still the roaches. Anyway I am tired of being this way I take my meds the way I'm supposed to and yet I'm still this way. I understand that part of it is stress and the things that are going on in my life but still I want to stop crying.

Thanks for letting me rant.

Jbug

I just wanted to send you a hug, wish I had more to say.

(((((((Janniebug))))))))

(((((((((Janniebug)))))))))))
Just hang in there sweetie. I'm pulling for ya! I hope you feel better very, very soon. Please PM me if you'd like to talk.

Love, Jenn

((((((((((((((((((Jbug))))))))))))))))) I hope you start to feel better soon. Please keep in touch with your pdoc so she can adjust your meds as needed. I am sorry that it sometimes takes a while before the meds really start working. If you want someone to talk to please PM me.

Hey jbug---

Hang in there...I know it's awful, but it will pass eventually. You're right, stress is a huge factor, so try to do what you can to manage it. I know that it's next to impossible to do most of those things when you so down, but just remember that we're all here for you.

DJ

Thanks guys. After I posted this I called my GP. He's also a friend of mine. We talked for about 15 minutes. He told me if I still felt bad today I was to go to my counseling clinic and talk to my pdoc. I hope I have time to do that today as I have a lot of schoolwork to catch up on from the last couple of days. I am at school now trying to catch up. Depending on how long it takes me to work on my database stuff I will go be seen on crisis.

Jbug

Well I didn't have time from the time I got done with my homework til time for my next class. I only had an hour and I know that crisis doesn't always go so quickly. So I went got a salad and a bottle of water for lunch. I am feeling a little bit better but think that when I get out to my parents house I will call my T and talk to him. I still don't feel "right" so something is going funky with me.

Jbug