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#576
Sep 01, 2011, 02:07 AM
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I hate this lonely. I absolutely hate it.
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#577
Sep 01, 2011, 11:11 AM
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Whatever you hold in your mind will tend to occur in your life. If you continue to believe as you have always believed, you will continue to act as you have always acted. If you continue to act as you have always acted, you will continue to get what you have always gotten. If you want different results in your life or your work, all you have to do is change your mind. ~Unknown
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#578
Sep 01, 2011, 12:09 PM
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cold. so cold. everything hurts.
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Sep 01, 2011, 12:32 PM
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#581
Sep 02, 2011, 12:11 AM
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How does one make ends meet when the ends are miles apart?
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#582
Sep 02, 2011, 06:56 AM
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How low can one go??? I was in bed for most of the day yesterday. My friends & family are sick of hearing me complain. I hate money, I really really do.
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#583
Sep 02, 2011, 09:51 AM
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I expect wet socks have more moisture in them than dry ones.
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#586
Sep 02, 2011, 04:04 PM
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I do believe this statement to be true. But implementing this notion can be very difficult - and that's where I always get stuck. |
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#587
Sep 02, 2011, 11:21 PM
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Still having "those" thoughts although they are not as frequent.
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#588
Sep 02, 2011, 11:56 PM
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Mom and Dad are both dying...the time is very soon. I have no siblings...no close friends or relatives. I am scared to be alone...I don't know what to do or who to turn to...so, so scared.
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When the world says, "Give up," Hope whispers, "Try it one more time." -- Author Unknown -- 
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#589
Sep 03, 2011, 08:37 AM
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I am so sorry you are going through such an emotional and difficult time. Do you have a T or a counselor? I'm pretty much on my own as well, just be kind to yourself and take baby steps...and use the forums here - you are amongst friends. 
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#590
Sep 03, 2011, 09:54 AM
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Sep 03, 2011, 09:58 AM
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I'm starting to think about getting a new dog. The pain and loneliness is just too much. But then I feel guilty about that because I just lost my dog. She deserves me mourning her and not replacing her so soon.
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Sep 03, 2011, 05:03 PM
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Even if I am doomed and am bound to lose everything I have left that provides me comfort, I have a great deal of comfort today, so I am enjoying today, and am laying groundwork to possibly avert doom, which, BTW, would only be loss of things, at this point.
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Sep 03, 2011, 05:03 PM
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I've been imagining seeing your mom and family in town since you left, them catching me by surprise... I didn't think it would actually happen. I was far less composed and it was far more distant than I hoped it would be.
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Sep 03, 2011, 08:09 PM
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So thankful, Porcupine2, that you would take a moment to leave me a few kind words...it does help. I am sorry you, too, deal with being alone. I don't actually mind "being alone," but not to the extent that I don't have any loved ones surrounding me. My parents and I have always been close, so this is killing me.
I have never owned a house, so I don't know how I'm going to take care of it, as well as all of the things that go along with funerals and such. Lawyers will be expensive and my disability does not pay much. I will get some money left to me, but most has been spent on keeping my Mom in Assisted Living...$4500/month. I am so frightened as I have no one to go through this with me...findidng the forums has been a Godsend...finally someone who will listen to my feelings besides me and my heart...which is broken. I see both a counselor and psychiastrist...both have been helpful, but they are also trying to get me to see a social worker 2-3 times weekly. Trouble is, neither of them know who would be best for me and my personal situations. We are all doing some research. Thanks again, so much, for reaching out with such kind and encouraging words. It helps to know that someone out there can and did make it, even though the circumstances were difficult. I wish you all the best. Blessings ~
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#596
Sep 03, 2011, 08:29 PM
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They found a problem in my pre-surgery heart test so now one day before surgery I have to go back to the cardiologist. I am pretty sure the surgery is now cancelled. It was a total hip replacement so I could walk. Now what.? I don't know how I will get thru the next couple days till Tuesday!!
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Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. Oscar Wilde Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich The road to hell is paved with good intentions. "And psychology has once again proved itself the doofus of the sciences" Sheldon Cooper
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#597
Sep 03, 2011, 11:23 PM
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When it rains it pours.
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#598
Sep 04, 2011, 04:24 AM
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Love is.. OSFED|MDD/PPD|GAD|gender dysphoria|AvPD a baby smiling at you for the first time a dog curling up by your side... and your soulmate kissing your forehead when he thinks you're sound asleep |
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Sep 04, 2011, 06:46 AM
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My daughter is coming to visit for the week - I can't wait to see her and soak up her loving energy! This is the first time I've changed my 'mood icon' to something positive in a long time. Scary movies, popcorn and pajama days are in the near future
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Sep 04, 2011, 09:01 AM
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I feel like my life is in tatters, and I'm alone with it.
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