bad beging to new year

i was hopping like everyone for a good new year but i nearly lost the one i love on new years day eve,
after the year we have had the end of dec summed it all up , with xmas looming fast i had news that my gran had passed away this being my mums mum, not being close to that side of the family something to do with my dad and auntie after my mum died in her 20s, so i hadnt seen my gran in 11yrs since my brothers funeral she had moved and was getting on with her life, i quite often seen my one if my uncles but hadnt seen the other since he was married when i was a bridesmaid so never having met my cousins who are about 17 and 18 so antispaction when thinking about going to the funeral , which was last friday jthe 30th, a long day becouse i did a night shift before and there wasnt time to get any kip before going to the funeral,
hubby was brilliant but on top of xmas and gran passing away some low life decided to brake into my car and steal my car stereo which was a wedding aniversairy presant, again hubby was brilliant this happened while i was at work on boxing day night , so when leaving work quite a nasty shock ,
then with regret i had to work newyears eve and not be with my family, managed to get some sleep before meeting with my uncles to have a look through grans stuff, this was upsetting for hubby as it reminded him of when the vulchers went through his grans belongings, so all this presure was building and then we found out a neighbour had lit a firework in our front garden hubby wanted to just thump this person one but i didnt want to i wanted it just left go ,
hubby thought i was sticking up for this person but i wasnt i just didnt want hubby fighting and getting in trouble, so we fell out and hubby went of for a walk when he came back he was very quite but it wasnt untill later that i realised he had took a overdose and was starting to become very ill had to get a ambulance and go to the hospital , spent several hours waiting for him to start getting better before i was able to leave for a couple of hours, when i got back he was better but still a bit poorly he had to see a liason nurse before he was allowed home , so the last two weeks were just to much of a strain on him and i nearly lost him, thanks to the hospital and ambulance crew hopefully things will improve

Oh wow, what a lot to go through in such a short time. I'm glad hubby is feeling better and so glad he is OK. I, too, hope things improve. {{{{hugs, if ok}}}}

i'm so sorry that you're having such a hard time now.

You have been through a lot and still are. You must be so exausted in everyway. I hope things improve for you and that your hubby gets better too.

I am sorry this has all happened. My good thoughts are with you and your family.

Wow, what a lot of things to happen to you. I'm so very sorry. You've been through so much. I'm thinking of you (((katheryn))) ~ if hugs are ok. PM me if I can do anything for you, ok?

Love, Jenn

I'm sorry to hear that all this has happened in your life lately! ((hugs)) I hope you both can receive therapy and make it through together.

I'm sorry to hear this. Things will get better. As long as you are there for your hubby and he knows it, I think things will improve.

Hang in there and take care.

thanks to everyone for there support , today im feeling exhausted , hubby has been to see the doc they want to change his meds but she wont do it untill he has seen his cpn and psycho doc for there valuation then has to see gp next week ,
the car goes in tomorrow for repairs and next week they are fitting a new stereo and im paying extra to have a alarm fitted , so hopefully things will start going ok ,
i went sick last night from work because im feeling phyiscaly and mentaly tierd, they had trouble covering the shift and had to bring someone in from outside at his expense £100 for taxis for this person to get to work and home,
maybe spending that on the secrutity would of protected my car a bit so some of problems wouldnt be here now