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Old Jan 05, 2012, 06:49 PM
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I have one more day to go in a long stretch at work. Out of the last 27 days, I've had 2 off. My supervisor is so self centered that she actually asked me to cover her shift tonite. But, I was good, and just said "I can't ", when I wanted to say, "Jeez...can't you see how burned out I am! Stop thinking about yourself and pay attention!". But that's never gonna happen.

Just 1 more day, then I have the weekend FREE!

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Old Jan 05, 2012, 10:57 PM
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I'm going down again...have tdoc tomm. Prolly will go to hosp this weekend if it doesn't lift. Been in bed all day pretty much 2 days now...
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Old Jan 07, 2012, 11:31 PM
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Thigh pain all but gone! Though I need to do a followup with my regular doc. I got fixed up with 4 days of steroids. Pain is sure a pain until it's gone
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Old Jan 08, 2012, 10:22 AM
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Took down the Christmas decorations, finally. I'm sad about it. They made a little spot of joy in an otherwise uncertain time of year.
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Old Jan 08, 2012, 01:09 PM
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Yesterday was good but today I am back to feeling depressed. There is so much stuff that needs to be done around the house but I can't seem to get myself to do anything.
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Old Jan 08, 2012, 02:19 PM
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My bladder is really pissing me off!

This is depressing, annoying, frustrating, irritating, etc etc
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Old Jan 08, 2012, 05:58 PM
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I am glad that my very depressed state has gotten better (thanks to my period that came last week) however weaning off of this Xanax is going, well, okay. I have my moments of fear about what will happen to me. I have yet to hear from my Pdoc (I don't think that I will either only because I pay less than 10 dollars a session).
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Old Jan 08, 2012, 09:05 PM
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Well, the try back on Zoloft has not produced any good effects. So, I'm still not getting help from meds. Seems like it's been a long time since I felt good. When I look at the calendar, I realize it's been about 8 months. I'm still crying at the drop of a hat. Don't quite know what to do. May call the shrink tomorrow, and let her know this ain't working either. So many drugs, so many years.......
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Old Jan 08, 2012, 09:47 PM
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Hi,
I am depressed. I am on a new medication and that has helped me get out of bed and start to do the much needed housework. But I saw some pictures of my friend's friend and I realize I do not know how to live. Honestly, I am failing at living life. Just want to cry I have no friends...friends I can talk to while so depressed. Understand I do not. So how can anyone else understand what is the matter?
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Old Jan 09, 2012, 03:39 PM
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Feeling so much better today been so down the last few days just wish I could get rid of this tiredness.
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Old Jan 09, 2012, 04:47 PM
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I have anxiety & all I want to do is cut. I've already dug my nails into my skin, but I need more relief. 8(
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Old Jan 09, 2012, 06:45 PM
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Strange Monday. I felt an unusual sense of calm as I walked into the office. Decided to just hang on to that feeling all day - even when a co-worker started making negative noise about stuff happening at work.

If I can't change it - may as well learn how to live with it. If it might cause me stress - may as well laugh at how silly some of the stuff is.

btw, I requested a green straight jacket in case they decide to haul me out.
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Old Jan 09, 2012, 11:35 PM
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tired...should go to sleep...but scared...
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Old Jan 10, 2012, 02:39 PM
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I really hate having to make decisions. It leaves me with sleepless nights and a chaotic mind. Not good. Being indecisive can be a problem.
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Old Jan 10, 2012, 06:14 PM
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I'm frustrated with myself...and feel stupid because I am jealous over a dog.
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Old Jan 10, 2012, 07:30 PM
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I wish i could be sedated
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Old Jan 10, 2012, 08:14 PM
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Not the best of days. Some my own fault, some due to my response choices to what others are doing.

I think I need to go away from my usual world for awhile.
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Old Jan 11, 2012, 03:45 PM
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Not the best of days. Some my own fault, some due to my response choices to what others are doing.

I think I need to go away from my usual world for awhile.
I know what you mean Caretaker Leo about response choices. Today they haven't been so bad but on Monday at least one of them was drastic, erratic and possibly out of proportion and likely to hurt someone else.
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Old Jan 11, 2012, 03:58 PM
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Wondering why even bothered to get help....T tells me today the office is going under and the have close....now what???
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Old Jan 11, 2012, 10:31 PM
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I hate myself even more now. No I'm not blaming you...I blame my stupid self for giving you that impression 8(
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Old Jan 11, 2012, 10:35 PM
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The last couple of days have actually been ok....maybe the meds are finally starting to work! Feeling anxious now though.
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Old Jan 11, 2012, 11:33 PM
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first day here. glad i found you guys. my life is crap, crap, crap. had some really bad days lately.
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Old Jan 12, 2012, 01:46 PM
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wondering why i try...how do you support others when you just feel like a hypocrite because you cant even encourage you self enough to move forward
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Old Jan 12, 2012, 07:10 PM
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wondering why i try...how do you support others when you just feel like a hypocrite because you cant even encourage you self enough to move forward
This can be a conundrum...
I know I haven't been pushing myself to move forward as I should. But I know I have some knowledge and experiences I can share that can be supportive to others. I am a "caretaker" personality - easy to take care of others, but struggling to take care of myself. And yes, I often feel as though I'm a hypocrite because of that!
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Old Jan 12, 2012, 08:27 PM
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Still sitting here with anxiety...I've had enough 8(
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