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#101
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I have one more day to go in a long stretch at work. Out of the last 27 days, I've had 2 off. My supervisor is so self centered that she actually asked me to cover her shift tonite. But, I was good, and just said "I can't ", when I wanted to say, "Jeez...can't you see how burned out I am! Stop thinking about yourself and pay attention!". But that's never gonna happen.
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#102
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I'm going down again...have tdoc tomm. Prolly will go to hosp this weekend if it doesn't lift. Been in bed all day pretty much 2 days now...
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#103
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Thigh pain all but gone! Though I need to do a followup with my regular doc. I got fixed up with 4 days of steroids. Pain is sure a pain until it's gone
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#104
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Took down the Christmas decorations, finally. I'm sad about it. They made a little spot of joy in an otherwise uncertain time of year.
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#105
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Yesterday was good but today I am back to feeling depressed. There is so much stuff that needs to be done around the house but I can't seem to get myself to do anything.
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#106
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My bladder is really pissing me off!
This is depressing, annoying, frustrating, irritating, etc etc |
#107
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I am glad that my very depressed state has gotten better (thanks to my period that came last week) however weaning off of this Xanax is going, well, okay. I have my moments of fear about what will happen to me. I have yet to hear from my Pdoc (I don't think that I will either only because I pay less than 10 dollars a session).
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#108
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Well, the try back on Zoloft has not produced any good effects. So, I'm still not getting help from meds. Seems like it's been a long time since I felt good. When I look at the calendar, I realize it's been about 8 months. I'm still crying at the drop of a hat. Don't quite know what to do. May call the shrink tomorrow, and let her know this ain't working either. So many drugs, so many years.......
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#109
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Hi,
I am depressed. I am on a new medication and that has helped me get out of bed and start to do the much needed housework. But I saw some pictures of my friend's friend and I realize I do not know how to live. Honestly, I am failing at living life. Just want to cry I have no friends...friends I can talk to while so depressed. Understand I do not. So how can anyone else understand what is the matter? |
#110
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Feeling so much better today been so down the last few days just wish I could get rid of this tiredness.
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#111
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I have anxiety & all I want to do is cut. I've already dug my nails into my skin, but I need more relief. 8(
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#112
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Strange Monday. I felt an unusual sense of calm as I walked into the office. Decided to just hang on to that feeling all day - even when a co-worker started making negative noise about stuff happening at work.
If I can't change it - may as well learn how to live with it. If it might cause me stress - may as well laugh at how silly some of the stuff is. btw, I requested a green straight jacket in case they decide to haul me out. ![]()
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Never look down on anybody, unless you are helping them up. |
#113
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tired...should go to sleep...but scared...
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#114
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I really hate having to make decisions. It leaves me with sleepless nights and a chaotic mind. Not good. Being indecisive can be a problem.
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#115
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I'm frustrated with myself...and feel stupid because I am jealous over a dog.
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#116
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I wish i could be sedated
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#117
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Not the best of days. Some my own fault, some due to my response choices to what others are doing.
I think I need to go away from my usual world for awhile.
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#118
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#119
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Wondering why even bothered to get help....T tells me today the office is going under and the have close....now what???
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#120
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I hate myself even more now. No I'm not blaming you...I blame my stupid self for giving you that impression 8(
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#121
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The last couple of days have actually been ok....maybe the meds are finally starting to work! Feeling anxious now though.
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#122
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first day here. glad i found you guys. my life is crap, crap, crap. had some really bad days lately.
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#123
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wondering why i try...how do you support others when you just feel like a hypocrite because you cant even encourage you self enough to move forward
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#124
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I know I haven't been pushing myself to move forward as I should. But I know I have some knowledge and experiences I can share that can be supportive to others. I am a "caretaker" personality - easy to take care of others, but struggling to take care of myself. And yes, I often feel as though I'm a hypocrite because of that!
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#125
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Still sitting here with anxiety...I've had enough 8(
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