 |
| FAQ/Help |
| Calendar |
| Search |
|
#1
Jan 27, 2012, 08:10 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
few know the main reason. but yes beening verbally abused. me be better of dead, it really is true.
|
 Callmebj, depressed.fml
|
|
#2
Jan 27, 2012, 08:19 PM
|
|||
|
|||
|
Quote:
|
 ariesmars
|
|
#3
Jan 27, 2012, 08:30 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
((((((( Ariesmars! )))))))
I'm so sorry, Ariesmars! You are a special, sensitive person living in the midst of insensitivity. You put up with so much and you've done so for a long time. The next time you see your support people, try to let them know. 
__________________
My dog  mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.
|
| ariesmars
|
|
#4
Jan 27, 2012, 09:26 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
I'm going to tell you something that is personal to me. I have been verbally and emotionally abused my a family member day in day out for seven years. That's half my life. I understand how hard it is- when you feel like you're not good enough, like you'll never be good enough, like nobody cares, like you're unloved. But I'm going to tell you something very important. You ARE good enough, you'll always be good enough, people care- I care, you are loved. Even when you feel like you serve no purpose, remember that there will always be at LEAST one person on this earth that thinks about you at the end of the day. Even though you may not want to admit it, people will be devastated if you ever did something bad to yourself. Think of your family, and how it would impact them. Or your friends. Or your neighbourhood. There is always going to be someone that loves you and wants you around. Much love and sympathy from my heart to yours
__________________
I keep myself alive just to die more everyday. ~ Scissorhands by Motionless In White |
| ariesmars
|
|
#5
Jan 29, 2012, 12:56 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
Ariesmars, is the situation any better? What do you anticipate for this coming week?
May their words have less and less power over you.
__________________
My dog mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.
|
|
#6
Jan 29, 2012, 08:00 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
still some arguing about me, when im not 'listening' but this hearing im always listening. main thing running thru my head now. am i in love? oh man/women what females do to men, how do we know what to do? is it ok to make a move, does she want me to act, is she just getting info on me, is she hinting something? its driving me nuts. what am i to do?
|
|
#7
Jan 30, 2012, 01:55 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
well, im just a nobody so im not gonna do a dang thing. its likely best. ill just stay in my hole and die.
|
|
#8
Jan 30, 2012, 01:58 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
Hug to you ariesmars I hope things will be getting better for you. Verbal abuse drains you , Don't let them take your power, stand back and re-charge!
|
| ariesmars
|
|
#9
Jan 30, 2012, 08:05 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
((((((( Ariesmars! )))))))
I'm so sorry  These frequent arguments and conversations about you fuel the bad feelings. You go for help to the T and pdoc, and it takes them minutes to undo any good the professionals have done. Somehow I wish your hole would become a tunnel to freedom.
__________________
My dog mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.
|
| ariesmars
|
|
#10
Jan 31, 2012, 02:10 AM
|
||||
|
||||
|
Im just a sad lonely boy..err man.
Ps. anyone else find that lady in white on the homepage attractive? 
|
|
#11
Jan 31, 2012, 09:39 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
latest update. horrible day. first, tempertures are #$% up! its january, its suppose to be cold with snow, not 60! with people in shorts and no jackets! I HATE that weather STAY away!! 45-50 max! 2nd, worked day to evening and when i work to dusk, bad lighting and evening hours #$%$ me off! and it hurts my vision! in addition i developed a headache which just got worse. and trying to leave town through 1 lane bullcrap #$% me off even more with all that it just caused extreme anger! once home #$% people outside!
current now calmed for moment, thoughts about person i feel im in love with. this person is my family doctor. i dont know is i am reading her signals correct or if they are signals at all, but i was thinking about giving her and her assistant a valinetine for valintines day and maybe including a subtle hint to her. I understand with therapy it is taboo, is it the same with doctors/patients. doctors do get married, who/how do they meet their mates? why is it so wrong? if she likes me, and i like her and we are ok with it i dont see what is wrong. whats the worst that can happen she turn me down, wont see me anymore, hate me? my life is over anyway, it'd just give me a solid reason to go home. |
|
#12
Jan 31, 2012, 10:12 PM
|
||||
|
||||
|
Quote:
In general, it's pretty taboo for docs to go out with their patients. You stated several good reasons for not telling her anything: whats the worst that can happen she turn me down, wont see me anymore, hate me? my life is over anyway, it'd just give me a solid reason to go home. Until your depression is firmly under control, I'd suggest you enjoy your office visits as much as you like, but keep your feelings to yourself. 
__________________
 That which does not kill me makes me stronger. |
| Reply |
This is an old thread. You probably should not post your reply to it, as the original poster is unlikely to see it.|
|
My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.
Linear Mode
