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I think my depression is getting worse. I went out this morning and when I came home I just wanted to lay down. I couldn't do anything, it was like I was paralyzed. I laid on my bed and my son watched tv. When my older kids came home I told them I wasn't feeling well and needed their help. I have never had that happen I can usually pull off my mom jobs, although it feels like torture. I have also resorted to self harm I am not cutting but I have a way to ease my pain. I feel like I am going crazy, I cry all the time. I can't get help now, my Primary doctor has tried and I have called. They say the first appointment is july or august. I can't wait that long I have five kids, I also feel like I can't use emergency service bc I don't want to chance losing my kids. I am in such pain everyday is hell. I have also lost my appeite and hardly eat anything. I cant even enjoy a diet coke, which I always drank. I have no pleasure in anything, not tv, shopping, cooking, or drawing. I am dying and feel like I am getting close to ending my pain. My ex husband is coming in June, if I can hold on I can seek help elsewhere.
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Why CAN'T you primary doctor help?? Are you on an antidepressant?? Isn't it working? if it's not working, why can't he change the drug to a different one, or UP the dosage?? Or he could add Abilify to your antidepressant -- that worked WONDERS for me when my antidepressant wasn't working!!!
Or can't you take A/D's?? I know some people can't. Can he give you perhaps an anti-anxiety medication? Something like Xanax? That might help. SOMETHING has to work! ![]() Bless your heart -- is there NO WAY you can see a therapist now? You sure could use one. See if you can get into one if it's possible. God bless and please keep us posted. We DO care about you! Hugs, Lee |
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I'm sorry; that's a nasty dilemma. Are you aware of any non-emergency assistance in your area?
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please contact a doctor & always be happy
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