[1Dar]

I am feeling so alone right now and I can't get into the chat room....stupid dial-up. I am at a friends house, but she is gone to work right now and I am feeling like there is this huge empty hole in my heart. I just feel like I am not really sure it is worth living and yet I know that I have to. I really don't know how to tell her that I am feeling this way either. I keep getting asked if I am ok troday...I must look really bad 'cause people usually don't ask me unless I look horrid. I feel like my body weighs a thousand pounds and that nothing I eat fills me or even comes close to touching my hunger. I giess I should just go to bed or at least get ready for bed as my friend will be home soon, and I am not sure how much longer I can hold myself together.

Well thanks for being my vent tonight...I know I won't get to actually talk to anyone tonight, but just having told someone helps.

Thanks.... hope to be back in chat soon.
Dar

[Christina86]

(((1Dar))))

I'm sorry you're having such a lousy time right now. I know the feeling, I was feeling the same way yesterday and the day before.

If you want to PM me to talk, feel free.

[SleepsWithButterFlies]

((1dar)) I hope you just tell your friend that youre kind of down and then you two kick back and just relax

[bipolar_bear]

((((((((((((((1Dar))))))))))))))) I hope you tell your friend how you are feeling. I am sorry you couldn't get in chat but feel free to PM me anytime.

[Rhapsody]

Dear 1Dar,

((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS )))))))

Please keep in mind that no matter how you may be feeling today........ that YOU are WONDERFULLY and BEAUTIFULLY made.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -

((((((((((1Dar)))))))))))))

Are you feeling a bit better?

[cherybery]

Dar, it's several hours later from your original post. I do hope you are doing ok. From reading your other thread I can see you have alot on your mind. Please take care of yourself.
HUGS
Cher

[Hopefull]

I hope you are feeling better. Loneliness is such a hard thing to deal with.

[Fuzzybear]

The feelings you describe are so painful, I hope you are feeling a bit better (((((((((( 1Dar ))))))))))

[(JD)]

I also hope you are doing ok now. (Dial up has nothing to do with not being able to get into chat. Sorry you had trouble. Was there noone on to PM with?) GRRRR feel better!

[VAQUERALOCA]

I've been going to the chat rooma ll day at different times and no one has been there ......... 1Dar I hope you are feeling less alone. I know the feeling. You are not really alone though........ There will always be some one here to read your posts and talk to you and you can PM me any time you want.......

[1Dar]

I am doing a bit better today....when my friend came home last night she had had a bad night at work so we went for a drive. Just drove arround...for like an hour, and spent like an hour in Wal-mart looking at toys and such. We both relaxed a bit...I didn't completly tell her what I was feeling, but she could tell I needed some time to just vent too.
Thanks for all your support.

Darlene