So now this happened

After nearly 4 years of being single and hating myself, I met someone. We hang out for a couple weeks. Then I see him today and jokingly say he looks like he has a hickey on his neck and did he make out with someone last night? And guess what he says? "yeah, I did." okay then. Guess I just got dissed. Again.

My hand is in a cast for six weeks.

I'm totally broke.

I'm being micromanaged at work and I'm on the verge of losing my job.

I am beyond depression, sadness, hopelessness. The despair I feel about my life right now is beyond words.

I feel like I'm dying, slowly. I can't eat or sleep. I don't know what to do anymore.

see if PC chat rooms can help u get thru this.

Not to be funny, but I read your post, and then you said your hand was in a cast for 6 weeks -- I had to wonder if you bonked him for dissing you!!! You didn't, did you?? LOL Can't say i'd blame you!

I'm so sorry this happened. He had to be a real jerk. If he wasn't going to continue with you, he could have SAID so, ya know?? He didn't have to just leave it THAT way! I've had that done to me before too, and it really hurts. I'd rather be flat out told, than just be left like that.

Please know you'll be in my prayers. But also know that your world isn't over. You're still worthy of being loved, and you WILL be loved again. There IS someone out there for you and you WILL find someone. You are a good person, a loving, caring person!!! Don't give up! And we will be here for you whenever you need us. Don't hesitate to PM any one of us whenever you need to talk, ok? God bless and please take care! Hugs, Lee