Feeling like I have no where to TURN -

Going to hide away and CRY / EAT CHOCOLATE..... while I may emerge with swollen red eyes and a wider behind I will be praying for a clearer mind and kinder heart.


LoVe,
Rhapsody -

aw man....

What's up, Rhapsody?

Guess I am feeling like the world is against ME, or at least a few people in it are (and) that no matter how hard I try to do some thing good to help - it is turned back at me...... LIFE SUCKS RIGHT NOW!!! - and to make matters worse my PMDD is kicking in - Yuck Phooie Spit Spit.

I am a basket case..... and no one cares, or at least it feels like it to ME!

I cannot stop CRYING - - - the tears flow as I type these words.


LoVe,
Rhapsody -

People HERE definitely care, Rhapsody, and I'm quite sure that your loved ones IRL care too.

Do you want to talk about specific examples? Would that help? How can we help you?

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Not ready to talk about it right now..... when I even think about the issues that have me upset right now I start to CRY.

I just feel .................... REJECTED and STUPID


LoVe,
Rhapsody -

GOOD NIGHT.............. I can't do this right now, but do have hope..... for I have lots of chocolate, ice cream and my pillow to cry my eyes out on tonight - not to mention that I will have tomorrow to my self..... I can cry and scream as needed.


LoVe,
Rhapsody -

ok, hang in there Rhapsody...

Awww.

Talk to us when you're ready but until then...

*********hugs********

And take care of yourself.

So sorry Rhapsody. I hope it looks up soon.

You are not alone and when you are ready to talk everyone is waiting
Love Ya
Tita

Feeling better this morning...... after a good night sleep with the help of some my pain killers. Guess I just needed to verbally VENT some of my strong inner feelings...... which I did early this morning, in the forums.

THANKS.................................................

LoVe,
Rhapsody - (((( hugs )))) to YOU & ME

Hope you are feeling better this morning, and yes talking about issues helps..so post away..I do the Chocolate Rejection thing too... , but nothing beats a good venting..

Take care..

THANKS to the LADIES that kept me company in CHAT this morning...... You all helped me to laugh and I really needed that today.... gotta love the ladies.


LoVe,
Rhapsody - (((( hugs ))))

((((((((((Rhapsody))))))

(((Rhap)))..smirle... ur a kind and gentle soul..sorry that you had such a bad night..hopefully..today has been a better day... and be as kind to urself as you are with others...
EV...

Sometimes it's hard to get people to understand and they just think you're messing things up. i feel that way lately

THANKS....... ((((((( hugs ))))))) ~ ~ ((((((( love ))))))))

I am sooooooooooooo Grateful to have such caring and kind friends here on the forum, ones that do know me well..... and that of my HEART.


LoVe,
Rhapsody -

People are just down right mean....................


(no LoVe to give today) - (crushed by mean words)
Rhapsody -

I feel so misunderstood................................................ therefore, hated by a few people.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -

((((((((((((((( Rhapsody )))))))))))))))

Thanks FUZZY..... and while I am still confused and drained today I am some what happy (I think, not for sure)..... for all this stress has finally brought my final and last ALTER out into the open..... she just cried and cried and cried, mixed with fear.

BTW................................ I posted more about the alter matter in the DID section.

LoVe,
Rhapsody - ((( hugs )))