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Old Jul 03, 2006, 11:15 PM
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is a pretty accurate description. An empty shell is how I prefer because then I dont have to feel all the shame, guilt and total hatred that lurks. I know its there, because it never leaves. I muffle it as much as I can but I know that sooner or later it will get me. For now I just go on, with my "life". A life I know is wreckless and out of control and I have no desire to change it.

I would ask for help if I beleived that I truely wanted to change but I dont think that I do. I will stay here for now cause I am used to it.

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Old Jul 03, 2006, 11:17 PM
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I'm here for you if you ever want to talk. I'm so sorry you hurt.

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Old Jul 04, 2006, 01:49 PM
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I am so sorry. You post touched me! I am thinking of you.
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okay dearheart we're here when your ready to talk
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Old Jul 06, 2006, 06:59 AM
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Old Jul 06, 2006, 08:21 PM
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Hi there. I understand. I have been on the "numb" side of life. I don't want to keep feeling so horrible and I am frightened to feel great so feeling "numb" seems to balance it all out. And, I don't have to keep feeling the excrucitating pain from my past.
I wish I could support you more. All I can say is I totally understand you.
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Old Jul 08, 2006, 09:33 AM
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Thanks for that. Understanding.
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Sometimes you ask why and you can't find a darn good reason which makes it all the more depressing.
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