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Old Jul 07, 2006, 11:03 AM
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i find it hard to talk to people , and this is starting to get me down,
i want to be able to ask for help or tell people how im feeling without feeling like im mad,
my wife started to talk to me yesterday about last summer and i found it so hard to talk to her that i pretended to go to sleep , after we had stoped talking i just lay there thinking about how much i had hurt her, and that she didnt deserve to have been put through all that.
she was there for me when i needed her the most (after both my suicide attempts ) she didnt have to but she was and for that i am so greatful, she is my rock

i have found that i can talk a bit better on this forum site , so i would like to say to my wife that i am sorry for all i have done to you and the kids and that i love you all,
(((((((((((((KATHERYN))))))))))))))))))) + (((((((((((((((((((((KIDS))))))))))))))))))))))
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Old Jul 07, 2006, 11:06 AM
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It is not easy to open up, but why don't you print this and show it to her? Or write her a note? Good luck.
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Old Jul 07, 2006, 11:19 AM
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A personal letter can go a long way in repairing a wounded & broken heart..... have you tried holding a pen lately? - use it today to tell the one you love what you feel from within.

She will love you for trying....

LoVe,
Rhapsody - ((( hugs )))
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Old Jul 07, 2006, 01:23 PM
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thier is no need for a pen ! as katheryn uses this site too, but your right a note or even a poem would be a great idea thanks
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Old Jul 07, 2006, 02:04 PM
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it is hard to explain how you are feeling because moods are hard to understand, but i know when you are down and when you are in a good mood but when you are down i dont know if something i have done has triggered your mood, which is making things hard for me because you need to know how im feeling, but you try to hide how you are feeling from me and i find that very hard,
i know you love me and i know you are sorry for what happened last year, we are trying to move on from last year but sometimes something makes me think,
and being still stuck here in this house and not knowing how long before they will tell us to get out is a daily struggle, we have a lovely garden neither of us will use because of our neighbour, but eventually things will be ok
i love you as well
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Old Jul 07, 2006, 07:39 PM
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I know what you mean, it can be difficult to open up, because it sort of hurts to discuss past pains. But coming here and working on opening up slowly will also train you to open up out there to, outside the virtual world. It's good that your here talking now.
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