[kittycat97]

I have virtually no hope left. I think I have lost the battle to depression and life.

[Stephykitty]

I feel like I'm in the same place, friend.

[Travelinglady]

kittycat, are you really thinking seriously about death, to the point where you're considering plans? If so, then please call a crisis center or your doctor.

I know it's hard to have hope, but I think there is something that will be positive about the future. Please hang in here.

[shezbut]

(((((kittycat))))))

Hold onto every bit of hope that you possibly can & whatever you do, don't let go of it!

Maybe you need to get into see your T more often? Try a new medication? Perhaps some physical therapy and occupational therapy will help you gain a sense of enjoyment for a little while. Do what you really need to do to get yourself into a better, healthier state of mind.

[turquoisesea]

((((kittycat)))) and hi, nice to meet you. do you want to talk about anything you're feeling right now? its easy to feel overwhelmed and helpless.. I've definitely been there myself. But don't give up and keep trying. For me talking helps

[5a55y]

(((((kittycat))))))
One thing that gets me through the really rough times is to remember that nothing lasts forever. I just need to hold on and ride it through. I agree that contacting a crisis center would be a good path to take. Please hold on for another day it might be a better one.

[InfiniteSadness]

I feel like this often as well. Like whats the "point of carrying on or doing things anymore?" Its not like I'll ever be cured anyhow.. u know?

[Idiot17]

Totally feel that way too. Hang in there

[wanty]

I am in the same place. The world is full of evil and what is good is being overwhelmed . I want to die, but . . . . what if I miss something good?!? Silly thought. Good thlngs don't last. Mother nature? Nature is anything but mothering. Nature kills everything eventually. the new feeds off the dead. I have no idea why we are alive. We will all die sooner or later. If sooner, we could also miss a lot of bad things or maybe it will be worse. We are crazy to ever laugh at all. Maybe just try to keep on dancing & ignore everything but the music. Don't listen to me. I'm off my rocker!!

[TheRealFDeal]

I don't want to be a downer, but I have contacted a few different crisis lines and they don't help. They don't know you and they guess wrong. I called a suicide line just last weekend. At the end they asked if they could call me in a few days and check up on me. I said sure, but I don't believe you're really going to do it. And guess what? Still haven't heard from them.

That's just me. Maybe others have found them helpful. If you haven't tried, maybe you should. After all, I'm still here, aren't I?

[InfiniteSadness]

Ever feel like your just waiting for a miracle or a miracle med. for that matter?

[konstargirl]

I'm so sorry. Believe me I feel that way too today..

[J.123.J]

me too i hope u pull through