[ThisPuzzlesDeadInside]

i dont know what to do all my thoughts have been of Adam... my ex fiance... i still love him and its getting to the point where i cant live without him... i want to cut but i dont have anything to cut with i guess thats a good thing or i want to just fall off the face of the earth bc i am no longer with him.. i have a bf and he means the world to me... but i dont love him nor will i ever love him the way i did adam... im so hurt

Hi ThePuzzleisDeadInside,
(Can I call you TPIDI?)
That sounds confusjng and frustrating. Not only are you feeling sad and hurt about missing your ex fiance' but then you feel bad and guilty about not feeling those same feelings for your bf.
It's like having a feasted on Filet Mignon but then having to go and dine on T-bone steak because the Filet Mignon spoiled. The T-bone steak is great and it's yummy but it's definetly not Filet Mignon.

I hope time eases the pain. (((((TPIDI))))))

[damajdancer]

((((((((((( puzzles )))))))))))))
Love hurts so bad!
But I know that you can deal with what you have, and
make the best of it, even though it isnt adam (kinda like what jax said). But I know you can get through this.
PM me for anything! And be strong!!!!
I hope you dont cut or fall of the face of the earth!
-Megan-

[(JD)]

Unrequited love is one of the hardest things to live with. But to need someone else to make you happy, or complete is not a good place to be. Take this time when you are not encumbered to work on improving yourself.. and enjoy things that are just for you!