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Old Aug 22, 2006, 03:47 PM
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I don't deserve to be here ..

I am just so miserable. It is consuming me!

I don't deserve to be here .. I don't deserve to be here .. I don't deserve to be here .. I don't deserve to be here ..
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Crying isn't a sign of weakness. It's a sign of having tried too hard to be strong for too long.

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Old Aug 22, 2006, 03:48 PM
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Old Aug 22, 2006, 04:34 PM
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It's going to be ok! *hugs*
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Old Aug 22, 2006, 04:41 PM
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you are a light to this place
so please don't hide your sad face
we are all here for you- you see
it is what we want to be
your mind in pain and sorrow
we will be there right beside you every tomorrow
your heart is a heart filled with purity
let us walk with you to find a feeling of security
you are worth words of compassion to ease this pain
we are all sitting on the same train
heading for the future days
so let us be there together with you in many ways

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Old Aug 22, 2006, 05:05 PM
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Keep your head up sabrina! You do deserve to be here!

(((hugs))) I don't deserve to be here ..
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Old Aug 22, 2006, 05:47 PM
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(((hugs))) I don't think the idea of "deserving" even enters into the idea of being here, imo. Keep trying, do your best.
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Old Aug 22, 2006, 05:58 PM
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I do appreciate you so much and you have all my respect. You are much love here sweetie!
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Old Aug 22, 2006, 10:48 PM
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I'm glad to know you. I don't deserve to be here ..
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Old Aug 23, 2006, 10:04 AM
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Thank you for your support everyone.

I am feeling ok for the moment. My feelings can be very fickle sometimes and I am always surprised and how quickly the pull in and just as quickly move off.

I am very grateful for all the replies I don't deserve to be here ..
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I don't deserve to be here ..

Crying isn't a sign of weakness. It's a sign of having tried too hard to be strong for too long.
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Old Aug 23, 2006, 10:39 AM
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Isn't it odd Sabrina how we talk to ourselves is not how we would talk to any other freind or family..or even a stranger? Yet we find it "ok" to beat ourselves up and hurt or spirtis...yet if we saw somone in the kinda distress we were in we would be quick to jump to their aid? I know when you are where you are...In the depths of what I call the "hurting stage" you feel you have no power and will forever be in crisis, but obviously that is not the case. We (those suffering from depression) can be the strongest people, stronger at times I belive than those that do not deal with depression. We have come from the depths of extreme hurt and lived to talk about it. You have strength, and you are loved, you are needed by the very fact God put you on this earth. Pain will pass, and hopefully you will be able to post somthing on this message board to help somone from the depths of their hurting stage, stating "I have been there, I know what you are going through, there is hope"
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Old Aug 23, 2006, 12:24 PM
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Welcome to PC Grace.

Yes, I am so fortunate that the majority of my posts are as you stated ... "I have been there, I know what you are going through, there is hope".

I am currently in 'remission' but have quick dips from time to time. I am so blessed that I am able to pick up the pieces fairly quickly.

In doing that, my only desire is to support others who have not yet seen "that light at the end of the tunnel".

Your comment on our we talk to ourselves is so true! It is a pattern that I constantly work on to try and get out of.

And yes, I do agree and believe that we are so strong - so much stronger than we realise.
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