[goldmaiden]

How i feel.

I feel like someone is going to hit me...with their anger...

my family

they keep all their anger inside until it bubbles out in powerful manipulative words, all that anger

i'm scared of their anger, their helplessness

which in turn makes me feel helpless

i feel like i am going to be shouted at and hit and hurt and insulted

ouch

[almostangela]

Hello Goldenmaiden

Think about leaving and look for ways to do so. You can't help or change others, especially when you are afraid of them, so that avenue is out. I'm sure you have obsticles that keep you where you are, but there is an answer somewhere. I thought there was no way I could leave my ex without dying, (plus I had 2 children and no money) but as I made steps to get out, an opening was created for me and I was ready to walk away. Do you want to talk more about your situation? Maybe someone here has an answer.

[FaithisAlive]

You shouldn't have to be frightened in your own home. Is there anyone you can talk to about it? Away from home?

Is there anywhere you can go to get away? I wish you could call someone.Leave before you let anyone hurt you.

Praying....

[goldmaiden]

Thanks guys. I guess this is about my Dad. A week ago i said to him "You seem to get irritated at everything and it really upsets me"

He went silent and was angry for the rest of the night.

He really does upset me.

Right now, it's ok, i'm getting a break...because my parents are away for two weeks.

*Sigh*

It's really hard.