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Old Oct 27, 2013, 07:31 AM
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UPS
Had my overnight with my daughter...wow she is growing fast...and so pretty!
DOWNS
Not enough time with my kiddo...its just never enough.
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Old Oct 27, 2013, 08:00 AM
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I don't want to stay out of bed. Having serious problems here.
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Old Oct 27, 2013, 09:52 AM
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My lips are chapped. I feel weak. I think I'm getting sick. But at least I'm finally out of the house. So.

Ups? I get to spend time with one of the few friends I have.
Downs? General weakness and ickiness.
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Old Oct 27, 2013, 12:38 PM
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Why do I go on facebook? My ex best friend got married yesterday. I of course was not invited to the wedding. Ugh...

Now I have to go see some family and pretend to be happy. Joy.
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Old Oct 27, 2013, 02:11 PM
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Good day today. Took my service dog, Bear, for a walk in the woods. My favorite season is October!
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Old Oct 27, 2013, 02:19 PM
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New here, but I needed to try something cheaper than therapy, so here it goes; Today was an extreme low, full of tears, 12 hours of sleep, and a sinful over indulgence in everything sugary to try and hold back negative thoughts, and more tears.

Hoping to find some connections that will help me to be myself again.
There is no substitute for therapy. Find a good one, s/he can help you develop skills that will help you manage, if not lessen, your low days. We care about you here, but can't give you the support. Or insight you get from a therapist. Is there an agency near you that has a sliding scale?
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Old Oct 28, 2013, 12:58 AM
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The absolute hopelessness of my situation sinks in once again. Each piece of my life that brings happiness or hope is taken from me. There is nothing I can do to get out of the darkness. The best I can hope for is just another crushing, pointless day of barely surviving.
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Old Oct 28, 2013, 02:00 AM
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Today wasn't so bad. I took my daughter to a b-day party she was invited to and ended up participating in watching the kids in the park while they played.
But then I had to take her home and go get ready for work.
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Old Oct 28, 2013, 08:47 AM
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Still fighting the urge to just lie in my bed but yet have no SI. Talking to my T in 15 minutes. Maybe he'll have some ideas. I don't feel like I'm improving with either meds or therapy. WTH is wrong with me, and what is the solution?
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Old Oct 28, 2013, 01:20 PM
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Bored. Annoyed. Frustrated. Tired. Lost. Lonely. Sad.
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Old Oct 28, 2013, 05:43 PM
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Have had a totally decent day.
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Old Oct 28, 2013, 06:09 PM
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Good day
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Old Oct 28, 2013, 06:44 PM
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Down can't describe this
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Old Oct 28, 2013, 08:49 PM
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day was different .. unexpected things happened
so good to hear some of you had good day

feels like winter is tryin to dig in .. so I will say I wont complain about the heat until next summer when it is unbearably hot lol

smile ya'll

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Old Oct 29, 2013, 05:29 AM
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This site makes me feel so much worse sometimes.
Felt okay when I woke up, but then it just goes downhill from there.
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Old Oct 29, 2013, 09:00 AM
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I'm so scared I will feel like this for the rest of my life
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Old Oct 29, 2013, 09:37 AM
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I'm so scared I will feel like this for the rest of my life
Charl, sometimes I feel that way too, about my depression. I keep hearing, "This won't last forever," so I'm holding on to that hope. Hope you will hold on to that too. ((( Charl S )))
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Old Oct 29, 2013, 01:19 PM
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Old Oct 29, 2013, 01:31 PM
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My day is going along swimmingly. Even my chronic neck soreness is not negating this delightful upbeat perspective I've been enjoying of late.
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Old Oct 29, 2013, 04:30 PM
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Had my first actual work day (on the floor) as a new nurse... then came home to have my wife rip my head off and ask me if I want a divorce before she headed off to her job. If I didn't have my 2 kids I wouldn't be here waiting for her to come home tonight... alive or otherwise.
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Old Oct 29, 2013, 04:31 PM
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A little down today. My PCP says my antidepressant is causing the high bloodpressure. I've been on all the SSRIs, tryciclics, SNRIs, Wellbutrin. I don't want to have another suicidal depression. Am also reaching poorly to Limictal. I'm getting very discouraged!
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Old Oct 29, 2013, 10:44 PM
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I don't know. I'm unhappy but I don't know. I never know, why don't I know? I'm so dumb...
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The act of a noble warrior, who lost the will too fight.
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Old Oct 30, 2013, 12:45 AM
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I have no idea why I was so anxious going to work at the hotel bar tonight. It all turned out just fine, just like I figured it would.
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Old Oct 30, 2013, 03:26 AM
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Doing ok. Getting ready for work but am so tired. I really am looking so forward to two weeks from now. I will be on vacation and will be getting married to the love of my life. But on top of the happiness I've got the panic of money woes. I'm tring not to let my catastrophic thinking wear on my happiness.
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Old Oct 30, 2013, 03:52 AM
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Today I start my day with swollen eye, because I cry for a long night.. I hope I can feel better... And hope in the future it will a lot ups than downs...
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