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#626
Jan 26, 2014, 11:06 AM
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I stayed up until my brother sobered up enough to get out of the chair, which was about midnight. So he survived knocking his self out with too much beer. By the time I got to bed it was half past midnight. I woke up at two in the morning. But I haven't got a clue as to why. Went back to sleep and got up at lunch time. I feel like a lazy person. That and I slept in a bed that's covered in muddy paw prints because I cannot stop procrastinating about housework. You lot must think I'm a lazy scruff or something. But I just can't seem to get out of this funk...
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
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#627
Jan 26, 2014, 11:10 AM
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Doing a bit better this weekend. With a new job becomes new hope of things getting better, but at the same time I'm really nervous and a bit disappointed as I went for a job that pays more money over getting a job I will enjoy but not be able to pay the bills.
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#628
Jan 26, 2014, 11:13 AM
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Doing ok.. Just occupying my time with stuff. Am really addicted to a game right now and im not sure whether thats a good or bad thing. But guess compared to the past, anhedonia did not overtake me. Beats having the racing thoughts of dying though, thats for sure.
Having a local public holiday soon... Not sure whether is enthusiastic about being ard family member for days. We'll see. *sigh* Hope everyone is doing ok  
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is. |
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#629
Jan 26, 2014, 11:40 AM
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#632
Jan 26, 2014, 03:21 PM
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I haven't been getting the sleep, that I know I need.
ups: excited about something coming up. downs: I'm so tired, and I've been feeling resentful towards my exh, for not taking the high road, and allowing his jealousy to affect myself and the children. |
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#634
Jan 26, 2014, 04:19 PM
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I upped my antidepressant and I do feel less depressed. Over the past week my apartment has become pretty untidy. It feels overwhelming to have to straighten it out. I'll feel better if I do. Hard to get started.
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#635
Jan 26, 2014, 06:19 PM
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I have been struggling with lethargy starting before the holidays and on till now. I am taking my antidepressants but some days it is all I can do to get out of bed. Thank goodness a friend called today--I had to get out of bed to find the phone. After that I took a shower and did some little chores and am feeling better now. Going for a latte probably helped, too.
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#636
Jan 26, 2014, 07:24 PM
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My desspression is getting wrose
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#637
Jan 26, 2014, 07:26 PM
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I just want to sleep too...haven't slept well or much in months, its really catching up
I have pain and I don't know why, I'm in my mid 40s but i feel 90 My heart races and "jumpstarts" is the only way I can describe it. I'm too tired to do something with my son today. The guilt eats me up inside... Ups, I went to church... downs, my friend made a few comments that made me feel embarrassed..... |
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#638
Jan 26, 2014, 08:01 PM
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I'm still emotionally raw but I'm tired now too because I went to visit my brother and sister in law. I have to vacuum the carpet and then make something for dinner. I'll probably go to bed early tonight.
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#639
Jan 26, 2014, 08:58 PM
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I can't sleep at night anyone out there who's desspressed and been through there bf cheating on them
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#641
Jan 26, 2014, 09:32 PM
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I am reaching that point...my pdoc would know
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#642
Jan 26, 2014, 10:14 PM
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apparently I am the cause of all the problems around,everyone is upset and hurt,my H,my kids,my in laws and somehow things turn and stop on me. I have reached the point of no emotions,but odd pain,i don't know what kind of human being I am,
I am thinking to start AD ,maybe they wouldn't let me yell and snap at kids and numb me up. |
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#643
Jan 27, 2014, 07:54 AM
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if life was a game, i would have certainly lost by now.
not doing good. tired. i have two more days of socialising. can't wait to hide in a corner...
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes herethennow: This ward is a prison! dx: recurrent MDD.
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is. |
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#645
Jan 27, 2014, 09:31 AM
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There,,a write up.
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#646
Jan 27, 2014, 11:12 AM
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I'm in a good mood today. Hubby is home from his trip one day early so home from work today. Absence has, indeed, made the heart grow fonder! We're going out to breakfast, then I have a DBSA Board meeting, then I'll continue to wait for the phone to ring from a prospective employer . . .
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#648
Jan 27, 2014, 12:53 PM
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I'm feeling a little better than I normally do, but I have a headache. I had to go to Charlotte last week to take my lab analyst certification exam, and I won't hear back from them for a month! That's a month spent worrying!
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#649
Jan 27, 2014, 02:36 PM
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I only got an hour of sleep last night due to a bad nightmare that kept me awake for the rest of the night. After my morning shower I dozed off on the computer chair. Woke up and made a mad dash to the bus station. Didn't bring any lunch money with me because I was too tired to function. Didn't have any lunch... Here I am at home. I either sleep too much or not enough and I'm always exhausted. Why am I here? What's the point of me? I'm perfectly dysfunctional and nothing more than that.
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
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#650
Jan 28, 2014, 08:44 AM
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The weather is bad again today. At least tomorrow is supposed to clear up, but it's going to be cold!
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