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Nov 09, 2006, 09:10 PM
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Everything seems to be going wrong...
Its seems i have no one left in my life... Friends dont call... family dont call... My mom says she cares but i dont believe her sometimes... My dad keeps telling me he wants his lil girl back but shes gone now... (meaning the old me).... i really miss having him in my life... When we start getting along he starts drinking again... Hes drunk everyday now... Ive lost my dad the main thing i need in my life... and he wonders why i am the way i am... He's supposed to go to rehab soon but i know when he gets out he will drink again... But he wants us to be a family again... But its funny how he pays more attention to my sister... my mom does the same... Its always oh ashley lets go here and there... Ashley will you go do this for me... Ashley will you help me... ITS NEVER amy i need you to help... Amy lets go do something together... NEVER!!!! I've lost everything... The only thing i have is my guys... thats it! My sister is getting married in the summer... so ill only have her for a lil while longer... Nobody knows how i feel bc i just dont have the heart to really talk to anybody about this...Cept you guys... I havent even posted in here in a while... cuz i moved for a while and then i just never have time... I dropped outta school and i havent even told my recruiter yet... but oh well and i most likely wont even have that (The National Guard) much longer... bc my stupid dr.! I see no reason in why i even exist... I see no reason in why i try... Everytime i try i fail to everyone around me that matters... but to those that matter to me... i dont matter... Im beginning to really hate my life... Its going no where special... Ill be an adult soon (56 days) and im nothing to anybody I feel i have failed my whole family and my friends... I dont know what to do... i think i need help mentally but i dont know where to turn... Can someone help me? <33 Amy
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Nov 09, 2006, 09:16 PM
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Ames,
I am so sorry things are so hard for you right now. Do you have a pdoc or a t? You need professional help. There is no doubt about it. If you need to, go to the ER now. Please. Love and hugs, Jan
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Nov 09, 2006, 09:19 PM
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no i dont got a t... and i dont need to go to the ER?
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Nov 09, 2006, 10:33 PM
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Just remember that you do have us guys here for you to talk and chat too whenever you need us.Be strong and just remember your still very young and there is plenty of time to be sorting out your issues and getting back on track.Make an appointment to go and see your doctor at least,i thing the emergency room should be a last resort only,if things are so desperate,but you should definatley make an appointment to see your doctor and remember that there are no instant solutions to mental health problems so be patient.Most of all know that you have friends in us all here.
Take care
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Nov 10, 2006, 01:27 AM
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Well said Wanting! Amy, I'm so sorry things have gotten so bad for you. Isn't there anyone you can talk to about this?
Wishing you the best and let us know how you are doing! Linda
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Nov 10, 2006, 12:11 PM
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Hello congratulations on becoming 18. I have posted some hotlines foe children and adults onthe site. Use then if you would like to ta;lk to someone. I would highly suggest that you try to see a therapist about your concerns, of not being able to feel like you have anyone in your life,. NAMI and DBSA also have support groups that may be helpful for you as well, and they also are fun and plan nice activities to attend as well. Ihope the best for you, and I kniow you can feel better with the right help. Take care Soidhonia
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Nov 10, 2006, 12:29 PM
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Hun, when depression takes over it can make everything seem really really bad... I call it lies.... depression lies to us .. it tells us that we don't matter. it tells us that nobody cares...that we are unworthy....
And ya know what?We can beat depression...medications.. therapy... support groups like this one .. all tools to help take charge of our lives in spite of depression. My father was an alcoholic but he never thought so of course.... alcohol is such a powerful all consuming drug... it transforms people into someone we don't know and don't want to know...maybe you could check out Al-Anon... for people who live with an alcoholic in their life... Things will get better...this is a rough patch in the road... you aren't alone by any means. .you have friends here who care... Wishing you the best... Faith
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Nov 10, 2006, 05:30 PM
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 Hang in there...
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Nov 17, 2006, 05:11 PM
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I think today im gonna go to the hopsital... i need some help for real!
This depression is killing me
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Nov 18, 2006, 03:46 AM
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I can relate to what you are going through. I have been suffering with depression since I was a teenager. It is difficult when you have nobody to talk to and feel nobody understands you or wants to be bothered with you. It is important that you get yourself some help. Call your local Mental Health Association or Look online for places you can go. You need to talk to someone. I wish you much luck, hang in there.
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Nov 18, 2006, 06:34 PM
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Sending (((hugs))) your way
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