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My old Pdoc was out sick and I tried to re-schedule the appointment. I was told by the receptionist that they are not re-scheduling and to schedule with a different doctor. I did that. The next time that I was in to see T, I ask about Doctor. Receptionist told me that my doctor had put in her resignation. My T said that the doctor had been having a lot of headaches and being out sick a lot. This makes sense to me because I have only known her for about three or four months and she was out sick on one of my appoinment days twice now.
I am nervous about talking to the new Pdoc tomorrow. He is my ex-boyfriends psychiatrist. Now, he will be mine too. I am also nervous because a classmate ask me if I wanted to jump off a building with her. I of course told her not to go there with me. She had gotten out of the hospital for depression. Then she came in for class once and made this comment to me when she found out about my depression. Then she went back to the hospital and recently got back out again. I am hoping that she stays out to graduate from college soon.
I have been talking to a counselor for a little over a year. In February, my old T left the office. She had said that she would call me and tell me the name of someone else to talk to. I finally heard from a new T because old T was out sick. I listened to old T voice and it sounded horrible. I met new T in late February and skipped a month due to scheduling problems. Then we settled into a nice routine. Now, I am going to meet my seconcd psychiatrist. I told my T that she can't leave me. She said that she has no plans to leave the office. But my old T left because the clinical supervisor told her to. Psychiatrist left due to illness. What's to say that new T wont leave me. I whined at her and cried like a baby. I hate my strange attachment to her. But she is so sweet and such a positive thinker. I wish I was half as positive in my thinking as her. She was sweet to me when my positive thinking side was completely off-line. She played my inner T for me. I feel like I can share almost anything with her and like that. I have never felt quite like that. I feel like she cares about me. I've never felt that with the first T or the psychologist in college. DON'T LEAVE ME, T.

[Boopers]

Sometimes we just connect to certain people and it's great that you did connect.
Good luck to you and sending positive thoughts your way!
Linda