crappy again

damnit i was doing good without meds and just and now i feel ****** again.... i know what it is.... its this damn job im at......... my familyt doesnt get that i just want to be left alone and they keep asking questions and stuff... they dont realize that im gonna snap at them i cant help it but when i feel like this its best to just leave me alone.. and not bother me......... i feel so stressed out right now....... if i could only find somewhere diff to work id feel sooooooooooo much better

(((((((((((((((((((((((Skittles)))))))))))))))))))))))))

Thinking of you!!

put in the "footwork" and results will follow.

>........I know, easier said then done with an already busy schedule.

Try to look for a job that doesn't make you want to run out the door screaming 5 minutes after your shift begins.

You don't have to LOVE it, but you are right that working in a negative environment doing something you can't stand serves to compound your frustration and anxiety.

Attempt to use that restless energy as a motivator.........

Each crummy job you hold is a stepping stone to the career of your dreams.

Family just is coming around out of concern. It's almost automatic, natural to want to help our loved ones.......

But when you need some space to think it can grate on you in spite of their good intention.

Peace to You. Good luck on your new job search. Unless things are REAL unbearable there, don't quit until you've lined up your next gig. The only thing worse than working at a job you can't stand is being stuck without one.

-Breezer

i can so relate. i used to be at a job that was a very negative environment. i liked the job but i couldnt stand the place & people. it made my anxiety & depression that much worse. not to mention the boss was always on a witch hunt to try & embarrass people who were not in her click & she did just that in a meeting one day to me in front of everyone & stuff just snowballed from there dammit. i was driving there one day & turned around & never went back. my only friend who sat beside of me quit that week too & they all ended up having to work over lol lol. of course my hubby works & ive won my ssd for bipolar just waiting on my award letter so i was blessed there. i feel for u cuz i know its a miserable place to be. i got to where i stayed to myself & got very depressed with panic attacks there. looking back i dont see how i stood it that long (5 years)

((((((((((((((((((skittles)))))))))))))))))))) I am so sorry how bad things are for you right now. Please consider staying on your meds. It may be just aggravating an already poor situation. Please take care.