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#426
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Depressed. Guess it is my fault.
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#427
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Depressed and hurt
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#428
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I thought I was feeling OK.... but then it seems that I start feeling bad when I realize I'm doing surprisingly good.
adasdasdhadhajgajgjajbghqrea! I've had enough. |
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#429
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The side effect of taking the trazodone the other night made me feel like I had a hangover all day yesterday. It was AWFUL. It also prompted the worst migraine I have ever had, and made me throw up several times. It was prescribed in order to sleep, but I think I would rather take melatonin instead.
In other news, I applied for a job sometime last week and I got a call back, asking for me to come in tomorrow to do a typing test! So that's something at least. Trying not to get my hopes too high in case it doesn't work out. |
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#430
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#431
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Feeling nauseous right now, ugh. Moodwise, feeling low and uncomfortable, can't seem to get through this impasse.
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#432
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Just isolating at home and avoiding the triple digit weather.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#433
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Woke up in this nightmare of depression...again...wondering if it will ever end.
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#434
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#435
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Feeling good. I just got back home from the interview, and if they like me I'll be contacted by the hiring manager for a second interview. I think I'll try to take advantage of this good mood I'm in and try to get some other things done.
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#436
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#437
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Had good news from SS, my pension is pre approved
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Clara Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that something makes sense, regardless of how it turns out. Vaclav Havel |
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#438
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not doing very well. went to doctor today and decided I will never see that one again which leaves me on my own for now.
feeling really down although I did some things I was supposed to. got meds, did exercise, feel even worse than in the morning. can't find any distraction. everything makes me sadder. |
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#439
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#440
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Feeling rubbish because of a bladder infection, I have to wait until next week to collect the antibiotics I need, so my imagination has gone into overdrive and my anxiety is rising. Otherwise I did some nice things today and found a little pleasure here and there. I was actually feeling in control for once, now
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#441
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Today was absolutely excellent. I landed me a full time job as a scanning clerk at a leading legal firm in my country. I feel really great about the prospect.
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Diagnosis: Bipolar Type I w\ psychotic features, Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder Medications: 0mg Prozac (Thank God), 10mg Zyprexa, 100mg Lamictal XR (for now may adjust as needed), 2mg Klonopin ![]() |
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#442
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I woke up at 1 PM. Ate, went back to sleep again, woke up at 4 PM.
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#443
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I am now convinced depression has nothing to do with wrinkling the clothes that have been ironed.
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#444
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Depression is worse. Wish I could disappear.
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#445
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Not even sure how to feel, last night I went to bed trying to sleep off some suicidal urges I was having....guess I did sleep it off since that is gone, but still it was rather concerning. Now just trying to figure out what to do today.
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#446
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That sinking feeling, again.
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#447
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terrible
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#448
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Depression is not a day-brightener.
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#449
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Seem to be crying at every tiny thing where it's sad or a kitty playing with a ball.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#450
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I've noticed that in the evenings I feel terrible, and during the day I'm okay for the most part. Yesterday I was in a great mood and then I crashed by the afternoon.
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