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Nov 07, 2014, 09:57 PM
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I'm so tired and exhausted mentally. I don't know how much longer I can do this. I just want to give up.
I'm sick of never being anyone's first choice. Even when I need people the absolute most, someone(in circle of friends) else always comes before me. I feel so inadequate. I'm sick of trying to hold it together and just live through the day while everyone else is so ******* happy. I don't want to do this anymore. I don't think things will ever get better. |
 angelene, Bluesday, krissy702001, shezbut, Vossie42
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Nov 08, 2014, 05:28 AM
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I understand those last two paragraphs, thats for sure. I suppose everyone here would refer to your post as venting. But I can't help but see the truth in it. Most other people do seem happy to me. I don't feel a heavy fatigue at the moment instead I kind of just exist. And it isn't much more than that. I don't have a single friend outside the online world. All I can offer is that if you feel miserable then perhaps it will be of some comfort to know I am with you.
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Nov 08, 2014, 09:57 AM
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Welcome to PC.
I hope you can find some support and understanding here. In fact I know you can. I have felt like you many many times.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman Major Depressive Disorder Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun. Recovering Alcoholic and Addict Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide. Male, 50 Fetzima 80mg Lamictal 100mg Remeron 30mg for sleep Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back |
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