I've lost my mind completely

Lately for about the past month and this new month of November I have been going threw hell . I over think way to much which creates situations in my head and makes it much more worse then those thoughts i think repeat over and over it gets sickening! and I get into a severe bad depression which also causes me lots of stress . Few times I've had panic attacks because of the thoughts in my head. I was able to block them out for a bit and think of other things . But NOW I can't control it whatsoever !! I feel I have lost my mind and I'm in a bad state of depression and I can honestly say I feel like I've gone crazy . I cry a lot almost everyday.Some days I can't even cry because how hard and stressful this gets to the point where I don't feel nothing . Also what is the worst right NOW is I feel my mind has a mind of its own. I feel my mind and thoughts have taken over me and I can't get it back . I feel my brain thoughts and mind tricks me into believing stuff I feel is true that actually is NOT true when I believe otherwise it tricks me so bad I believe what is not true when I know what is real and true but its so hard to get control back. I honestly don't know what to do anymore . I need help !! .. I feel insane ... What do I do and what can help me ?? Because I'm lost with my brain tricking me it is really scarey and terrifies me !!

I wish I could help. I've felt tormented by my thoughts so much in my life. I don't know if it seems silly to you or would help, but I did find someone on youtube who has books out as well. He just is soothing. You may not like it but doesn't hurt to try listening to him. Eckhart Tolle. I hope you will feel a little better soon.
I hope you can join a support group or get therapy or counseling if you aren't already.

Has this happened before or only in the recent 2 months?

Basically just these 2 months I've been at my worst

How old are you? Have you ever talked about this to a therapist or doctor?

I'm 20 and no I just talk to my mom about it or keep it to myself is all

I am not familiar with mental health services in Canada. Are you? How do you go about setting up an appt to see a T or pdoc in that country?

Do you have a family doctor that you trust that could give you some advice?

Clearly this is disruptive to your life and you need some help to cope with it. If possible I would probably start by procuring a T and go from there.

Not really sometimes I am able to help myself but this time I feel like it won't go away but it comes and goes but I try my best !! I know I would like to but its very expensive !! I will see what I can do ! Just need advice and help and opinions ! And thank you everyone else for the amazing advice !! Xoxo