I give up

I can't win for loosing. I've been under so much stress lately that I've been waking up in the middle of the night crying. I can't stand to be under this kind of stress. It's just not fair. I have to see my sister's therapist and my sister is acting all mad at me over it. Even though we agreeed that it would be ok before I even started. I only seen her therapist once and my sister has been acting really nasty towards me. I'm under pressure to bring my grades up just to be in the honor's society club. I'm under presure to do all kinds of things and I just can't handle all the stress in my life right now. I just feel like giving up on life on college, on everything. I wish that I was feeling better. I just wish that someone would just listen to me and just let me talk it all out, but no one around me seems to care.

pamelasu
i understand how you and your sister feel. i was using the some therapist as my wife , i got that worried about going to see her that i stopped going. but i also know the feeling of wanting to talk to someone about things.
that is why i am glad i was told about this site, it has helped me so much
if you want to rant or vent your feelings, you can pm me anytime, im good at listening,
take care
dec xox

dear one, we'll listen and give you feedback and help you work through all this nonsense that your sister is giving you. just hold your head up and come talk to us.......xoxoxo pat

Well, I had therapy again today. It went ok. My sister is still being a pain but I'm learning to deal with it. I just feel so alone though. I guess I will live. I wish I could concentrate though. I have so much homework to do.

Hi Pamelasu,
I don't mean to sound like I'm taking her side but
I can understand your sister's point of view. I would not want to share the same therapist with any of my sisters. Isn't there another therapist in town? How did the two of you end up with the same therapist?
Maybe I'm just projecting my own very strong dislike towards my sisters with that so take that into consideration. But please try to understand how she's feeling intruded upon. I think she deserves that much. (Are you mad at me for saying that?)
Don't give up on college. Trust me, you'll regret it. Stick to it even if it's not something you don't feel like doing right now. Please, don't throw away a college education. You don't realize how precious this oppurtunity is until you're too old and it's too late.
We care here at PC-we'll listen to you when you need to talk. I hope this all blows over for you soon.
((((((((Pam))))))))))))))

Hello Pamela.
I hope things get better for you soon. I think you are doing the wise thing in getting the help you need for your mental health. Take care and good day. Soidhonia

Jax, the reason why my sister and I share the same therapist is because my old therapist thought it would be a good idea for us to share one. Of course our therapist now, well she thinks it's a good idea too. I do consider my sister's feelings in this matter, but what is it going to matter any ways? After all she's going to be seeing my psyc doc here soon too. So she's really doing the same as me. Any way, I've just decided that this isn't an issue to be upset over. If my sister is upset over it then so be it. I will live and she can't stop me from doing that. Thanks any ways!