depressed

over things happening. judgments. not leading with open hearts. fear. anxiety. IRL is bad enough, why does it hurt to be here? xoxoxo pat

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please try to take better care of yourself. You have bipolar disorder and depression is part of it...and you've become quite upset, yes on other's behalf, but still...it isn't good for your own self. TC

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I understand. Some people really could take their own advices to heart. BTW I think you rock :-)

((((((( Pat )))))))

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PM me my friend if you ever want to talk.

Me too ...

Hello Fayerody.
I am very sorry you are feeling bad at this time.Please try to take care of yourself and talk to your therapist if needed. Take care and have a better day. Soidhonia

I hope you feel better soon.

Hmm...I've wondered that myself. Sometimes it does hurt.
Guess it's then that you do something else for awhile.
I'm sorry your down today....if you wanna talk about stuff I'm there.
D.

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J

it hurts here because just like IRL ppl in the online world can be obtuse, unthoughtful or downright snarly when push comes to shove.

some misunderstandings are merely that....things not understood fully and mistakenly taken another way than intended

other instances are directly related to ppl's illnesses/diseases/disorders...no excuse but often some explanation

then there are those who just stomp around life IRL, here, and anywhere any ol' damn way they please w/o regard to their effect on other beings

takes all kinds to help show us the full spectrum of human behaviour---the good, the bad, the ugly and the amazing

we're sad that when you're in need of support due to changing health you're feeling least supported. that's stinky. ((((pattyneedssomelovinsupportnow))))

we're fairly certain that any tallying of karmic points will show your plus column overflowing as the multitudes of kind ways in which you live your life ripple out to reach so many more than you might imagine.......and they're all passing along that good energy such that it will return to you many times over

thank you so much, friends. what you see, with me, is what you get............xoxoxo pat

pattyneedsomeloveinsupportnow, I agree with zhpenniesworth
Love ya
Angie

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I know it hurts, but keep putting yourself out there......you are one of the bravest here............I will always accept you, whether I agree with you or not, I care for you.........and that is foremost where I will always come from.

((((((((((((((((faye)))))))))))))))))) I wish I knew what to say to make it all better. You have always been a good friend to me when I've been down and I'd like to be one to you now that you are down.

Jbug

i needed those messages. thanks tons.......xoxoxo pat

pat dear friend and sister.........its been a rough few days here at pc but as always you never fail to make me proud.......

I'm sorry that you feel down, depresse, sad.

I, for one, am glad you are here.

((PAT))) Sorry for your pain. YOU are not like that and that is what I treasure in you....you're kind heart and OPEN MIND

Something is on its way to perk you

Sorry you're hurting. I am too. I was very upset over many of the posts.

Fear dictates a lot of behaviour sometimes, I guess. Past schemas we've (or some of us have) created can govern our reactions to future similar schemas. We are humans & conflict is ubiquitous, I'm afraid.........even on PC, I've learned.

Take care.

pat i hope you are feeling better, i hope i didn't upset you.

i lovey you, you know? sending you a heartfelt hug and another
and another til you snile kerry x0x0x0x0x0x0x

I am thinking of you Pat,
You are a very wise woman,
I both learn from and enjoy your posts.
I hope you feel better soon

thank you so very much...........to all of you, my real friends. jinny, you could never upset me........silly woman!

PDD, when>?>>>>>>>>>>>>? i need a perk or two.....dodging bullets from rusty guns is tiring me out and i could use some perking up.

love, pat