I am suicidal and I need help

I am trying very hard to stay alive. I feel rejected.

Are you CERTAIN, that what you'll see after death will be pleasant?! Life is beautiful and it does have its ups and downs for sure, but laying down and giving up is just not the right option. I myself have suicidal thoughts, not to the degree of trying to commit one of them, but whenever I'm encountered by them, a simple funny video that could really make me laugh would throw those thoughts away. I'm not saying that you should only watch a video, but find any sort of distraction when you get these thoughts, better yet, go to therapy, and get an immediate help! I went discreetly to therapy and it did help, not with meds, but with simply me laying thoughts off my brain. Try talking out loud in private about what bothers you, it'll help.

I feel as rejected as you, I got bullied A LOT, I lock myself up, I'm completely not interested in people for many reasons, but never once thinking between me and myself that I should just commit suicide or hurt myself.

Again I'll say this, death might not simply be an eternal sleep, what you or any of us will face after death might not be pretty, so why are you so anxious to throw yourself into oblivion? I'm not scaring you, all I'm saying is to THINK before you choose. One wrong decision might or will eternally hurt you.

why do you feel rejected, what's wrong?

welcome to psych central- their are many people here who can help you

i'm glad you took the time to post

Hi mittens, I'm sorry you're struggling so much
Rejection can be really painful. But rejection, anyone, anything doesn't need to define who you are/the importance of who you are/your feelings.
And sometimes rejection can even work in your favour you know, even if it doesn't feel like that at the time........sometimes rejection can give you that opportunity to eventually move on to even better things, or to find people who do understand/"get" you.
I know it's got to be hard to believe that might happen now, but give it some time, and talk to us about it if/when you're ready, hey??
We're here to try and help you through this.

Alison

I hear you.

Hugs to you, should you see a professional? We are here got you but ease tell us what we can help u with

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I hope you rethink your position, death is not the answer. i myself did try to kill myself a few times and i think it is not the right decision. being there and back is lot of work, but you can do it, there is hope as the saying goes where there is life there is hope. Right now i think i feel like you do right now, feel like giving it all up because im so depressed, but i know there is a light at the end of the tunnel i just cant see it yet. I am soo sad and depressed i need the help from others here too. That doesnt mean i want to end it all, its just a new beginning i need. I am so hurt depressed and sick of everything. please stick in there with me and know im sufferring too, we can suffer together, it will get better, there is no lower to go.

((Mittens)) I am in a low place too perhaps we can lean on each other? It's a lonely place to be.

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Dear Mittens, You're not in the dark place alone. We're all here with you. Don't give up. I don't think we would have to go through all this pain and suffering if someone greater than ourselves didn't think we could handle it. Our lives have meaning, even if it's just to come here and help each other get through it. Suicide is not the answer. I tried twice and have regretted betraying myself like that. Death is too permanent. You cant go back and change your mind. Please take it from someone who has been at death's door twice by her own hand, it's not something you want any part of. There is nothing good in it!!!!! It's darker than any depression you'll ever go through. I'm still depressed, anxious, sad, lonely, etc...struggling through each day so don't think I don't know how you feel right now. I'm still in the pit. I'm just learning how to live there. I'll take my meds, and do what I have to do to survive. It can be done. We're all doing it and every now and then something makes you laugh and gives you a little light and fresh air. Finish the race with us!! (Have your meds checked/changed/talk to those you love or to professionals/ fight for your life because it is a fight and I'm saying your worth it!!!.

Hi mittens. I am glad you came to us here. Don't give up. It may not look like it right now but life can and will get better. Rejection hurts. I know. I have been there. Do what you need to help yourself. You are worth it. Seek help from a crisis center or crisis line, psychiatrist, therapist. Talk to us here. We care. Hang in there and stay safe.

Mittens....Hope you are feeling a little better today!

I feel suicidal too. Hang in there...wish I could help.

My dearest Mittens you are a valuable and needed member of society who would be dreadfully missed. As someone that has been suicidal most of the year if you have a workable plan go to a hospital before we all loss a treasure like you.

F.D.

Hi mittens, I hope you are feeling better today. Stay with us and stay safe.

It'll be okay.... Life is beautiful, think about something hopeful,if you ever need someone to talk to do not hesitate to PM me <3

You hang in there too!!! Good quote by someone whos name I can't remember. ((Never make a major decision based on moods, feelings, or emotions)) I would consider suicide a major decision. Be well my friend

Hello. Here is 1-800-SUICIDE (1-800-784-2433) hotline