I'm really really really bad and horrible

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Thank you all xo

Fuzzybear, it's hard for me to imagine that you are really bad and horrible. I've been around this place for a while, and you seem like a very nice, thoughtful, sensitive, kind, compassionate person to me.

Take care, dear Fuzzy.

Thanks dear Wants2!!!

(why is it so much harder to believe the good than the "bad".... or even the grey ...)

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Thinking warmly of you!



... and sending some sunshine your way!

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(why is it so much harder to believe the good than the "bad".... or even the grey ...)

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Because it is our disease talking to us. Our disease wears many masks, and these masks can seem more real than actual reality. We see ourselves and the conditions of life through funhouse mirrors of ugliness, pain, hopelessness. Like the negative of a photo, our lives and our selves are seen as dark, murky images, only we don't recognize that these can be processed with different brain chemicals and then appear very differently.

These are ideas that learned here in this forum, from people like you, that probably saved my life . . .

Right now, I can write them, and writing their truth is I hope and pray imprinting these ideas in my brain so the chemicals start to change, because my feelings are about where yours are, Fuzzy.

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Thank you.....

Thanks Wants2, sending you and hope!


Fuzzy

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Thinking of you again, sweetie......

p.s.: I agree w/ Wants2......our illness so tends to cloud the sunshine of "real life" sometimes. But it doesn't mean that the sunshine ISN'T out there.....it's just more diificult to see.

*** Wiping your windshield or glasses for you so you can have a clearer look @ the road of life ***

You know you've got us here @ PC, Fuzz.

Thanks so much hon! ((((((((((((((( Des ))))))))))))))

Love
Fuzzy

You are none of those things and I am really sorry you are suffering with feelings like that. I can only say that I do understand.

(((Fuzzy)))

Thanks Sabrina.... and sorry you understand

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You're most welcome, Fuzzy.

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((((((((((((Fuzzy)))))))))))) Hope you are beginning to feel better about yourself after receiving all the great replies. You really deserve to feel good!

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I'm thinking about you! I hope your feeling better and just wanted you to know that I think your great. You always uplift me when I'm down and make me feel important.

Thank you!

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there's not a bad bone in your body. you are selfless, caring loving, giving, give people confidence and hope and make them feel worthwhile, you are truly such an amazing beautiful person, words cannot describe how i wish i was there to give you a reassuring big loving cuddle to prove how special you are.

i love you sooooooooooo much fuzzy.

kerry xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

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Love always,
Fuzzy
xo xo