struggling

I struggle everyday I have had to grow up without a mom and dad and a brother or sister .my grandmother raised me but she died when i was 15 i have been alone ever since i would give anything to be able to have a mom and dad and a brother or sister i cry and pray evryday wishing i had a family it hurts so bad i have chest pains everyday i have went to counseling and was put on medication and nothing does anygood it hurts me so bad i feel so alone ani dont know what to do

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((martyalex)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Are you living in your grandmothers house? Is there any other family? Cousins etc I am sorry you are so alone. Please know I am here and you can PM me anytime. I wish I had some good advice but I guess I am at a loss but wanted you to know I was listening. Please take care.

BB

no there is nobody else .my grandmothers house was sold to pay bills. i was left some money when she died and i bought a mobile home with it and put it in a mobile home park i met this 13 year old boy oneday when i was sitting at a picnick table at a little league field down the street from my house he just came up and started talking to me and we threw a baseball back and forth and i said i was going to go home and he asked me where i lived and it turned out he lived up the road from me and he asked me to come with him to meet his mom and her boyfriend. well they later endd up movng in with me .it was like i finally had a family he called me brother and everything. i ended up getting evicted because i let them move in we ended up moving in together in another place and i paid the bills but they threw me out after i paid everything they had just been using me all along and after i gave up my home for them and thinking i finally had a family they turned tables on me and used me

what a bunch of jerks! i am so sorry that you were mistreated this way..........can we do anything to help you now? please keep us updated. xoxox pat