[jacq10]

I'm reading the book "A million Little Pieces" (which btw is really good and i recommend it), and so i'm sitting there waiting for the bus after work and i come accross this paragraph and it pretty much depicts everything that i'm feeling and so i thought i'd share since it certainly describes it way better than i ever could.

"I am alone. Alone here and alone in the world. Alone in my heart and alone in my mind. Alone everywhere, all the time, for as long as I can remember. Alone with my Family, alone with my friends, alone in a Room full of people. Alone when I wake, alone through each awful day, alone when I finally meet the blackness. I am alone in my horror. Alone in my horror."

Crap, now i've started another one of my crying spells again. Guess thats what i get for trying to distract myself by reading.

[pegasus]

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[lenjan]

((((((Jacq))))) I'd take that book with a truckload of salt -- it's been proved to be mostly fiction (i.e., he lied his butt off about what he wrote).

I feel alone most of the time too, but I've come to enjoy it (most of the time). Other people suck, for the most part. The few IRL I know I can trust live far away from me now. The few I can trust on PC have their own lives which I try to respect and not be as needy as I'd like to let myself be....

Wish I knew how to help, sweetie. (((((((((Jacq))))))) If you can think of something, let me know.

Love, Candy

[jacq10]

(((((((((((((pegasus)))))))))))))) thank you for your hugs ... much needed right now

((((((((((((((((Candy))))))))))))))) Thank you too dear .. you're too kind. And yeah i read in the author's note that he didn't tell the whole truth. But even still .. its not a bad book - well as far as i've read anyways. Oh, and btw, feel free to be as "needy" as you want with me, you know i'm here for you too and everyone needs to have people that they can lean on every now and again.

[Fuzzybear]

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