I don't feel anything anymore.

I don't feel like doing anything anymore, or bothering to find out what I would enjoy doing in life.

I feel no more love for anything or anyone.

I am frustrated because I am not allowed to make and end to it all by my own doing.

I am tired of not wanting to quit/give up, trying to be a winner/survivor.

I can't achieve anything I try to achieve, it keeps going wrong or not working out for me.

Every time something goes wrong, I have no more energy left to deal with the pain of rejection and failure, so I simply feel less than I felt before.

Things going wrong is now the status quo, so I basically don't feel anything anymore.

I need to catch a break, to rebuild my life, to find a dream again. But, I already know I won't get any of that. For some reason, it's being withheld. I can tell. I don't know what the lesson is supposed to be in that, but I don't care anymore either. I'm sick of learning life lessons.

People will never ever ever ever accept me for simply who I am, a reality I've realized just the other day. There will always be something about me to criticize. If it's not my appearance, then it's my personality, or this, or that.

I've just given up on all of it, and I don't care either. I'm too tired to care anymore.

[lonely-and-sad]

You will always find people wanting to put you down, at least that has been my experience. Maybe they do that to make themselves feel better. I think its more important for us to find a way to accept ourselves.

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I'm sorry you're feeling so much numbness and frustration. I'm asking you, please, to not give up.

Are you able to keep doing everyday things, even though they're not pleasurable or rewarding at the moment? If you are, please keep doing them and be patient. Change for the better seems to come eventually. I think I've seen you write that before here on these boards, that you agree that change will eventually occur in our moods. (If not, I apologize.)

Is your season changing to spring where you live? I always find the times of the year when the length of the day is changing rapidly a challenge mood-wise.

I'm glad that you posted.

Hugs.

Originally Posted by jo_thorne

I'm sorry you're feeling so much numbness and frustration. I'm asking you, please, to not give up.

Are you able to keep doing everyday things, even though they're not pleasurable or rewarding at the moment? If you are, please keep doing them and be patient. Change for the better seems to come eventually. I think I've seen you write that before here on these boards, that you agree that change will eventually occur in our moods. (If not, I apologize.)

Is your season changing to spring where you live? I always find the times of the year when the length of the day is changing rapidly a challenge mood-wise.

I'm glad that you posted.

Hugs.

I try to do everyday things, but they are becoming more and more difficult and frustrating. Also, I thought last year when it turned summer that my mood would lift, and unfortunately it didn't. I spent the whole summer in bed. OK, but luckily it's not that bad anymore, but back then I felt sadness still, now I feel nothing.

[Alone & confused]

Originally Posted by StbGuy

I don't feel anything anymore.

I don't feel like doing anything anymore, or bothering to find out what I would enjoy doing in life.

I feel no more love for anything or anyone.

I am frustrated because I am not allowed to make and end to it all by my own doing.

I am tired of not wanting to quit/give up, trying to be a winner/survivor.

I can't achieve anything I try to achieve, it keeps going wrong or not working out for me.

Every time something goes wrong, I have no more energy left to deal with the pain of rejection and failure, so I simply feel less than I felt before.

Things going wrong is now the status quo, so I basically don't feel anything anymore.

I need to catch a break, to rebuild my life, to find a dream again. But, I already know I won't get any of that. For some reason, it's being withheld. I can tell. I don't know what the lesson is supposed to be in that, but I don't care anymore either. I'm sick of learning life lessons.

People will never ever ever ever accept me for simply who I am, a reality I've realized just the other day. There will always be something about me to criticize. If it's not my appearance, then it's my personality, or this, or that.

I've just given up on all of it, and I don't care either. I'm too tired to care anymore.

Ok, for one, I will ALWAYS except you just the way you are!
Two: I will never criticize you and will always be there for you, no matter what!
And three: there is NOOOOTHING wrong with your appearance!!! You're going to get through this!

Hi guys, glad to report things are going better.

Some of the feeling is returning. I think it was just a last try by depression to come back, but I think soon enough it'll realize it's no longer welcome.

[francisR]

hi STBguy

I think what you have been experiencing is an anhedonia the emotional numbness. experienced in the depths of depression. That feeling is returning is showing that you are recovering from depression. I hope and pray you feel fully recovered soon. Just keep your mind distracted doing especially enjoyable things that will help to take the focus away from sad feelings. Take care. God bless and best wishes from your friend Francis