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Sep 02, 2016, 01:04 PM
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Ah... But I can't take the freakin things in the first place....
 Why can't I "just" be quiet.. I've never "fitted in" Never have Never will Papa bear loves me, that "unloveable" bear even her own parents rejected,... I can't be "normal" It's not possible  I'm sorry, I'm just so tired of the brick walls hitting me almost everywhere I turn. The longer I live, the more I realise how profoundly "sub optimal" the parental units were... So tired of this feeling of bafflement and overwhelm. No idea how I've survived this long (This is not about anyone on PC)
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Sep 02, 2016, 01:08 PM
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I wish I could be "comfortably numb"
Am I posting in the wrong forum? I've been dxd with severe depression and anxiety.... But as meds are not an option, hospital is not an option, I'm so alone 
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Sep 02, 2016, 01:11 PM
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((( Fuzzybear ))) ...
 Pete Walker calls that feeling the "abandonment" depression ...  Pg. 5 ... "The abandonment melange is the fear and toxic shame that surrounds and interacts with the abandonment depression. The abandonment depression itself is the deadened feeling of helplessness and hopelessness that afflicts traumatized children." I've heard said that knowledge is half the battle ... I wish my newfound knowledge about this could be a quick fix ... Alas ... As I said in an earlier haiku at a different thread: and so we languish and carry the anguish of a loveless childhood
Last edited by Anonymous37842; Sep 02, 2016 at 01:28 PM. Reason: Added Definition & Exlanation of Abandonment Depression, and the haiku ... |
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Sep 02, 2016, 01:15 PM
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Thanks (((( pfrog ))))
  you're exactly right
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Sep 02, 2016, 01:16 PM
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Hugs for you Fuzzybear...
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Sep 02, 2016, 02:39 PM
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 I understand about hospitals & meds not being an option. I'm more or less in the same boat just for a different reason.
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Sep 02, 2016, 03:41 PM
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(((((( Fuzzybear )))))))
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The depressed, unless we are excellent "actors", often don't fit in. Not fitting in, particularly over time, can trigger depression. Double knot... Quote:
Your parents are an entirely different type of "special"...  Quote:
I hate that your being here weighs on you so. ((((((( Fuzzybear! )))))))
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Sep 02, 2016, 05:57 PM
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(((((Fuzzybear)))))
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Sep 02, 2016, 09:58 PM
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💜💜💜. We love you fuzzy Bear! 🐻
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Sep 02, 2016, 10:09 PM
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Hang in there. I know how hard it can be. I am only mildly depressed which for me is progress. Meds, therapy, ALANON and several things I don't remember have helped somewhat. The meds are the most helpful to me but they only get me to the mildly depressed level and there are side effects. I have gained a lot of weight, my libido is weak, and now I am tired apathetic a lot.
You need to do what works for you. Be gentle with yourself. Just do whatever you think is the next right thing. |
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Sep 03, 2016, 07:16 AM
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For reasons probably different than urs, I also can't take meds for my depression so I understand that. (((Hugs)))
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Sep 03, 2016, 08:30 AM
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Sep 03, 2016, 08:31 AM
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thank you everyone
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Sep 03, 2016, 11:18 AM
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Fuzzy you're not alone. There are people here that care & want to help, even though we know there really isn't any way we can.
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