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I'm so tired of living in sadness. I'm so tired of my family and friends living in sadness. All this rain and we never see a rainbow.
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So often we dwell on the things that seem impossible rather than on the things that are possible. So often we are depressed by what remains to be done and forget to be thankful for all that has been done.--Marian Wright Edelman |
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i whole heartedly agree...
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I can calculate the motion of heavenly bodies but not the madness of people. ~ Isaac Newton |
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((((chalmette))))
Are you OK? you don't sound like you are doing so good. I agree that this rain is yuck! Hope you feel better. |
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We live in clouds, clouds of darkness sometimes we never think <font color="blue"> </font> we will find our way thru. There's always that patch of blue we're all looking for....
me............. |
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((((((((((((( chalmette )))))))))))))
I agree, most of the time ![]()
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You are simply and definitely right. It objectively sucks.
Nevertheless, pain as well as pleasure are subjective. If you work on it with a lot of patience and the proper help, you can have good time. |
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Hang in There Cuz!! Cajun Randy
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(((((((((chalm)))))))))
You are STRONG!!! Snowy
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Thank ya'll for responding. I'm sorry i'm losing it so bad lately. Trying to hold on and be alright. I am.
My regular doc asked me earlier this week if i was doing anything to release stress. And I told her what I was doing. I told her i got a bb pistol and I've been shooting at windows on the abandoned houses around me. She said she was glad i was at least doing that. It's ashame cause I've always been against any guns and now I have one, even though its just a bb gun. Im just starting to get blisters from going through 10,000 bb's in just over a week. See a normal person dont do these things. I gonna shut up now, before I make more of an *** of myself.
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So often we dwell on the things that seem impossible rather than on the things that are possible. So often we are depressed by what remains to be done and forget to be thankful for all that has been done.--Marian Wright Edelman |
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a normal person does a lot of the same things to relieve stress. i kill fire ants. i don't just "kill" them, as in put the poison out and go away.........i don't stop until i'm sure they're gone. i could move on and do other chores........
i have all sorts of things taht i do to relieve stress. and some aren't "normal".......i think relieving stress is more important than worrying about what people think.you need to hear "i'd have to be crazy" by Willie Nelson and Steve Fromholz......"what is normal?"...........love you, pat |
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Sometimes rainbows can be elusive. Maybe they are there but we have not found our way to them yet? Please don't give up looking for them. Sometimes it can be so hard to put one foot in front of the other. I hope you get a glimpse of your rainbow soon.
BB
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Pat and Bipolar Bear, thank you..
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So often we dwell on the things that seem impossible rather than on the things that are possible. So often we are depressed by what remains to be done and forget to be thankful for all that has been done.--Marian Wright Edelman |
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(((((((((((chalm)))))))))))))))) i think all of us that suffer with depression can understand what you are feeling right now.
just remember this you are not alone, we are here when you need someone to talk to. you can pm me anytime, please do if you feel the need. "courage is the oxygen that feeds the soul" stay strong hun. recluse1 |
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thank you recluse. I guess deep down i know I'm not alone, but i sure feel like it. I just dont know what to do and my doctor keeps saying i need to talk to someone. But who, there is no counsler or therapist down here and my insurance dont cover it. I feel like the pdoc i went to today to get a dx doesnt really give a %#@&#!. I was in there 15 minutes with him and nothing made sense to me. He said to stop taking the cymbalta and zanax as of now and start on lexapro tonite. He said i have moderate ptsd and depression and severe anxity. Then he tells me my anxiety will probably get alot worse for the next 7 to something days,but gradually it will get better. I cant even handle it now and its gonna be worse. I hate crying and now i cant stop. Im trying not to think suicidal thoughts but they are fighting to take over my thoughts. I just dont know
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So often we dwell on the things that seem impossible rather than on the things that are possible. So often we are depressed by what remains to be done and forget to be thankful for all that has been done.--Marian Wright Edelman |
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I'm so sorry you're struggling chalmette. I cannot imagine what you must be going through right now. If you need an ear to bend, mine is here just for you. You're my favorite New Orleanian? New Orleanite? Well.. .you're my favorite person from New Orleans.
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You are not too much for them. They are not enough for you. ~E. Bennings |
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Unfortunately we can't judge a doc, because we're not qualified. In case of doubts, you can only ask another doc.
By the way, how long have you been taking Cymbalta? |
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