It just isn't working.

It just isn't working. I don't work. I'm broken.

I know how you feel (for what it's worth). Thinking of you tonight

Been feeling like that for a while now. Wish i could give you life changing advice but i don't even take my own advice so i'll spare you that.

"The most broken things can be re-created to be the most beautiful and better than the original."

My friend said that once during a random conversation about a broken chair. At the time, I thought she was just being a smart-***. Now that I look back, I don't think she was. I think she meant something a lot more profound. She'd known how I was feeling and I think she was trying to tell me something.
I miss her.

I won't give any advice. You give out so many supportive hugs that I know you have read it all. But you are amongst the sweetest, most supportive posters at PC. You are really a special person. What I have gathered about your situation is that you need someone special in your life. You are in my thoughts. Many people at PC lack supportive people in their lives--wouldn't it be dreamy if we weren't all so far apart from each other. You are in my thoughts....

It may seem silly, but I'm bumping this 4 month old thread because I would like to thank all those who took the time to respond to me and give hugs. I am very sorry I did not do so then but, looking back I now realize that at the time I felt foolish and unworthy. It embarrassed me to even look at it so I tried to ignore it instead.

As I look at it now, I am not embarrassed by it at all and don't know why I was then.

So thank you to Fuzzybear, Skeesyks, Altarian, So leigheas, and, although I unfortunately can't know who anon12516 is, thank you too!