Continued from last thread.

I am feeling ok, Just have an headache.

[Angelique67]

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[bugbear83]

Feeling tired and drained and unable to properly deal with life, but also pretty mellow?

[Angelique67]

I feel horrible. I keep sleeping too much but there is nothing I want to be awake for. All my good memories of my summer, aside from anything involving my friend, is of nights I was almost asleep.

[Catlady360]

Had my first day of work at a restaurant. Haven't worked in ages and I'm feeling anxious and stressed for my next day of work tomorrow. Hoping I don't fail. >.<

[cherrykix]

Paranoid, worried about being paranoid, paranoid about being paranoid... etc.

[Angelique67]

I'm very worried. What are they doing? Hammering, sawing, it just goes on and on.

Drinking tonight and it feels good!! But of course that worries me too...

[mulan]

I feel nervous and peaceful at the same time.
I am scared I don't have enough time to study everything the way I want. Reading the pages, knowing what I read is important information and acknowledging I will forget that before the exam and I won't have time to read it again to refresh my memory!
So hard! And all I wanted was to watch one of my favorite series, but I can't waste that little time.
Then I go to bed and spend to much time sleeping and playing stupid games that should be a distraction... But once I start is just one more.

[missbelle]

better after finally making a healthcare decision...its terrible to not know what to do...

Felt depressed throughout the day. Today is a very hot day. Perhaps that's why I feel the way I do. Was busy with my usual stuff. My friend had wanted me to come over to his place but I couldn't make the time to do it. I'm not too crazy about going to his place. He can't seem to come to my place for some strange reason. Feeling like I'm not crazy about him anymore. Yet I feel bad that he may pick up on that and be hurt by it.

Other than that, I had some nice little chats with some on my fellow condo neighbors. I wish that I would meet them instead of the other kind of people I see in the pool area. The pool area has not been great lately.

[captaineo]

I feel depressed because my ex wife also suffers even though it was her decision to divorce and does not let me see my kids. I am sad because the world is very crappy place right now. I feel so alone at times all I have is this tribe my new friend 21 who I met in this forum and he has been a blessing. Please keep active and advice I love you all.

[pixiefey]

I found out my son and one of my daughter's have been conspiring with my husband with whom I'm separated. I'm really hurt because I thought my daughter who is 32 was my friend.I wish I could feel angry but I just feel hurt and betrayed.

[captaineo]

Originally Posted by pixiefey

I found out my son and one of my daughter's have been conspiring with my husband with whom I'm separated. I'm really hurt because I thought my daughter who is 32 was my friend.I wish I could feel angry but I just feel hurt and betrayed.

Keep your chin up. I am in a different type of family drama but I wish you all the best. I try to always remember that my own happiness is important too. And need to let go sometimes

[bugbear83]

I'm in an okay place today. Kinda wish I could just laze around and Not Think but that's for tomorrow. Right now I'm tense but okay.

Much to my surprise, I felt alright when I got up. Normally on Sunday mornings, I tend to have crashing depression, especially before I have breakfast. As weird as this may sound, I tend to feel much better getting up on Monday mornings before going to work.

Went to the church that I started going to about five weeks ago. I still feel very unsure if it's the right fit for me. I don't know if I should give a little more time or should I find something else that I might like better. Come to think of it, I have not found a real good church in at least 20 years (I replied to comments on various blogs about it). I don't know if it's because of depression, being a life-long singleton, or I just can't seem to "get with it" enough to be appealing to others. Sorry if I'm just taking up time talking about something to do with religion.

[Catlady360]

I can feel the life being sucked out of me as we speak. I feel like I have so little to live for.

[Hopeofreedom]

Haven't left the house in two days. No energy

feeling unmotivated.

I have eaten my breakfast today, and that's litirally it- not even put the stuff back in the kitchen

[PsychNitrous]

Everything is bad. I'm stressing out, need to stop worrying about things but I just can't help myself. On the plus side, we have 3 weeks to deal with the coworker quitting. But for who knows how many days my supervisor is out this week after a car accident. She's OK, but I'm expecting to be hit with a bunch of stuff without her here. And I'm exhausted today, kept waking up last night and this morning. I feel terrible.

[catman8989]

Bad. Pounding headache doesn't help.

[ScientiaOmnisEst]

Stupid existential worries. Stupid stupid. Getting in the way of spiritual fulfillment, scaring the heck out of me, and making me sad for no reason. Typing them out somewhere else helped though. I think I'll get past this; maybe I need a little meditation. I haven't been able to focus much.

Also, random thought: I wonder if a real schedule could actually help with all my worry and sadness.

Everything feels odd today.

Originally Posted by ennui.

Everything feels odd today.

Same here! It has been a weird kind of day today.

About me, it was slow today at work. Was feeling upset today because I felt like I said something to my friend last night that may have upset him. I feel like lately we are coming apart. Over the weekend he wanted me to come to his place and I couldn't make it there. He told me suddenly last night that he cannot come over to my place ever again. I was upset about that. I feel very down that I could be losing a friend. It seems like lately he has been making me feel very depressed by being critical and demanding. I never thought that he was a real great friend. It's just that I appreciated him a lot simply because he's the only friend I've got. And now it may be finished.

Like I said in a previous post, friendships seem to have a shelf life. I've discovered that as I've made friends later in life.

[Angelique67]

Originally Posted by will19

Same here! It has been a weird kind of day today.

About me, it was slow today at work. Was feeling upset today because I felt like I said something to my friend last night that may have upset him. I feel like lately we are coming apart. Over the weekend he wanted me to come to his place and I couldn't make it there. He told me suddenly last night that he cannot come over to my place ever again. I was upset about that. I feel very down that I could be losing a friend. It seems like lately he has been making me feel very depressed by being critical and demanding. I never thought that he was a real great friend. It's just that I appreciated him a lot simply because he's the only friend I've got. And now it may be finished.

Like I said in a previous post, friendships seem to have a shelf life. I've discovered that as I've made friends later in life.

Did your friend give you a reason he can never visit your apartment again? If it's too private, or even if it's not, it's OK if you don't answer.