no path to be seen

i feel down right now because i have a depression relapse. i had depression since last december but i recovered in the month of july. just now, i became depressed again. i lost my path again and i feel disappointed within my own self. why couldn't i be happy and normal like every college student is doing? i feel frustrated, tired and exhausted of trying to control my life. i don't know what to do. actually, i dont know anything anymore. i feel hopeless and yet nobody knows how bad i feel. im all alone with this confusion and desperation. i just wanted to vent my feelings since most of the time, i just stay quiet and keep it all inside. thanx to anyone reading this.

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Blackrose)))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I am sorry that your depression returned. I understand how all alone you feel. Sometimes it helps to find someone to talk to about how you are feeling.

BB

(((((((((((((((( Blackrose )))))))))))))))))

Blackrose, you are not alone, I assure you. I'm in the same position, exactly. Try to take one day @ a time & take baby steps. That's all I know for now, b/c I don't know how to help myself to get better, either. I hope you feel better soon.