[darkpurplesecrets]

What do you do when you no longer deserve to be looked upon? What do you say when there is just nothing more that can be said?
How do you feel when it hurts so bad you are just numb?
How do you turn off when everything is too loud?
How do you see when it is too black to find your way?
Who can you trust when everythng is broken?
Who can care when there is nothing to care about?
Why cry when tears burn empty eyes that cannot see?
Why reach when everythng is too heavy?
When will someone know that somewhere I exist?
When is it someone will let go of such unworthliness?

We all want to know.

camilionwords1truth

You can reach me/or us, lovingly that's what we're here for. Never feel alone when you have us............



huggs,,,

Tucker

I can hear
although I can't take away your fear
when you feel all numb inside
do not hide
because we know you are here
breathing the same air in the same atmosphere
cry to heal behind your hurting eyes
mend what in your heart lies
reach out because two is stronger than one
united forces under the golden sun
trust one step at a time... and you will find
the human kindness and love combined
what is broken will become whole
to fill up the empty and lonely hole

[pegasus]

We hear you ....

[bipolar_bear]

I can hear you and I understand.

BB

[finestitcher]

What do you do when you no longer deserve to be looked upon?
<font color="purple">I can think of no one who deserves to feel as though they "no longer deserve to look upon." </font>

What do you say when there is just nothing more that can be said?
<font color="purple">Given enough thought, there is always something more that can be said. </font>

<font color="purple">This is where the hug would be available. Sometimes, contray to my comment above, words don't suffice.</font>

How do you turn off when everything is too loud?
<font color="purple">You find a place that is your own; e.g. a park, under a big tree, a place of soliture that is just yours, a place where you can forget for a few moments that there are past due bills. </font>

How do you see when it is too black to find your way?
<font color="purple">I poke around my abyss with my finger tips until I find the right wall to scale and I then can find the edge and grip it with my fingertips, until I can pull myself out. </font>

Who can you trust when everythng is broken?
<font color="purple">I find a way to believe it can be fixed, or if not that, then I find it within myself to break through the backness and believe in myself just enough to begin the mending. </font>

Who can care when there is nothing to care about?
<font color="purple">There is never "nothing to care about." There is always the cat, the dog, the child...always something. </font>

Why cry when tears burn empty eyes that cannot see?
<font color="purple">Quite literally, you get some ice cubes out of the freezer, put them into a cloth and bathe your eyes with the coldness...It is a wonderful feeling and your eyes will immediatly thank you for the doing of it. </font>

Why reach when everythng is too heavy?
<font color="purple">You find a way to put the burden on the floor, allowing it to "partner" with you for a while, until you find a way to improve the situation. </font>

When will someone know that somewhere I exist?
<font color="purple">There is always someone who knows you exist, but loving/liking oneself is paramount to existence. This can be hard to see, even to do, but it is possible. Read my signature quote. </font>

When is it someone will let go of such unworthliness?
<font color="purple">Letting go of such a belief as "unworthiness" is internal. It is only found within. Working with a good therapist to break the cycle and finding that we each have value on this planet Earth, is a good thing!! </font>

Easier said than done, but don't let it rain on life for too long.

Carolyn

[recluse1]

(((((camilion))))) all of us are worthy of love. we all have imperfections and short comings. but that does not make us unworthy. it just means we are human. we must let love drive our lives forward. grab onto those we love and what we love. Love will light your way. it will fill that emptyness and give us something to draw strength from. love is powerful and it gives us all purpose.

much love to you friend
recluse1

[Fuzzybear]

[wickedwings]

(((((camilion)))))) you have us here. we're listening, and we can hear you. i know how you feel. we understand.

[pachyderm]

[darkpurplesecrets]

(((((Tucker)))))

Thank you for the support and knowing you are there means alot.

camilionwords1truth

[darkpurplesecrets]

(((((poetrylover))))

I love you and appreciate your words and caring. I know you are there even when it seems the darkest. I am trying not to hide but right now it is so much easier than staying out where the world seems so big and makes no sense. I am fighting and reaching the best I know how. Thank you for your support. Even more than that, thank you for your friendship.

camilionwords1truth

[darkpurplesecrets]

((((freewill))))

Thank you dear for the support and for you. I love you and I know you are going through a hard time yourself. I send you all I have to uphold you. I find it hard to write as right now, things are so messed up. But I continue to reach and with friends like you, reaching is a little easier. Thank you.

camilionwords1truth

[darkpurplesecrets]

((((pegasus))))

THank you for your support. I love you and I send you a hug just because you are you. Thank you listening.

camilionwords1truth

[darkpurplesecrets]

((((BB))))

Thank you for being here. I know you hear me and your support means so much. I love you BB. I appreciate you and I know you are there. Thank you.

camilionwords1truth

[darkpurplesecrets]

((((finestitcher))))

Thank you for your support.

camilionwords1truth

[finestitcher]

camilionwords1truth, thanks for the thanks.

BUT how are YOU today?

[darkpurplesecrets]

((((recluse))))

Thank you recluse for your support, your love, and your friendship. You know how I feel. I am fighting to stay present and to make it. Each day is a struggle. Love is something I do not comprehend nor do I understand it in anyway. Although I am trying to find a way to grasp hold of something that was never there.

Sometimes, those inside get so scared of this love thing that we are trying to understand. Just the slightest movement can capture something inside that is so engrained that we know no way to get away. Many are the days right now that are taking away the very breath we are trying so hard to breath.

Opening up has been something that is foreign so much so that even talking has at times been too hard. But we are trying and reaching. And knowing you are right there in our corner makes it a little easier. Thank you. I love you to the best I can nunderstand love.

camilionwords1truth

[darkpurplesecrets]

((((fuzzybear))))

Thank you so much. Fuzzy, I am so greatful for you and I love you too, to the best I can understand. I know that you are there and that you stand by me, as I stand by you my friend. You mean the world to me. Knowing you are standing there, makes it a little easier to keep going. I will always be there for you, always. Thank you for being there for me. I am trying to find strength within to keep going. I send you a big hug right back at you.

camilionwords1truth

[darkpurplesecrets]

((((wickedwings)))

Thank you ww for the hug and for the support. I know you are there and that you understand. I feel so blessed to have you as my friend and support. I send the support right back to you my friend and together we can uphold each other through it all. I was so happy to talk to you today in chat. I feel better now that you know. My love and support for you and everyone is so sincere, as I know you are there for me. I send you a big hug, and I thank you for your words and support.

camilionwords1truth

[darkpurplesecrets]

((((pachyderm))))

Thank you for the support. It means so much. I send you a hug right back.

camilionwords1truth

[recluse1]

(((((((camilion))))))) i love you so much dear friend. i am always here and always listening. i have faith that you will make your way just fine. i pray for you and i know God has the power to make it so. things will be difficult no doubt. but if we walk with God, we will not be lost in darkness. His love will light the way if we just look to him and ask for guidance.

know that you are loved and cared for. know that i always have you in my heart and in my prayers. you have done so much and are trying so hard. you have much to be proud of. it takes alot of courage and strength to make it to where you are right now. i love you so much and wish you only the best in life.

your friend
recluse1

[breemarie]

Your words touched me and made me sad. I'm sorry you are feeling so down. I can understand, I know those feelings too. I don't know what to say, I am not in the position to offer suggestions on how to cope. I'll just say I hear you and I can relate and I will pray for you that things get better.

Take care of yourself, you matter!

Bree.