Hospital venting

No.. not really sure what is going on with that. Maybe I will hear something tomorrow. Idk.

I hope that the psychologist appears..

It's been a pretty uneventful week. I saw the doctor on tuesday who suggested discharge for next week, she wasn't anymore specific than that but it's a start. I've been getting out for walks, although I've been cutting them down quite short or choosing not to go at all as physically I'm not feeling right. I've struggled to eat much of anything since I've been in and that seems to be taking its toll on me now.

I have just been moved to another ward, why they waited until I was in bed to decide to move me I have no idea. I'm not sure if this will change things at all, the consultant for this ward might have different ideas altogether but we'll see..

(((((WhisperingSkye)))))

Am hoping for you that the ward move is a step closer to going home. Please try to eat a little more, it won't do you any good to make yourself physically ill and it might delay them letting you go home.
(((hugs whisperingskye)))

There's a Hebrew saying--change of place, change of luck! So here's hoping the new ward works out better for you.

How are you doing today, whisperingskye?

(((((whisperingskye))))

Not having a good day today, just feel really low and like I need to hurt myself in someway..

Had a chat with the assistant psychologist on this ward, was just an initial chat to see how they could help. She said she would speak to whoever her superior is and come up with something. Maybe something will actually come out of it on this ward..

I hope they will be able to help.

Sorry you are feeling low ((((Skye))))

Right now I feel like I'm in a lose lose situation. I'm annoyed at myself for being in here still. My friend who is currently living quite far away has come home for a few days for her birthday. I want to be out of here so I can see her and celebrate with her. I know I'm going to feel awful if I can't. At the same time, I'm not really sure that I'm ready to go home. I could go home, see my friend have a good time and then when she goes back I will still be in this dark headspace and nothing will have really changed.

I'm due to have a review with the consultant tomorrow, will probably find out when they plan on discharging me. I wish there was an easier option. Everything sucks today...

Sorry to hear that. Can't they let you out for only a day?

Hope the consultant will do OK for you

So I am still in hospital, the consultant suggested a discharge date for this Friday, so I'm just kind of waiting around for that. Maybe they'll let me go sooner, not sure. I've been having some better days and some not so good days. My mood has been fluctuating a lot, just want it to kind of level out now so I know where I stand. My suicidal thoughts, while still there (they are always there to some degree) are not so overwhelming anymore so that's something at least...

(((((whisperingskye)))))



((((whisperingskye)))))

Hi Whisperingskye
Just calling in to see how you are, and hoping you are ok.
Did you get discharged?
I hope whatever is going on with you, that you are ok and safe.
((hugs))
E xx

(((((whisperingskye)))))

I am home. I got discharged earlier today, relieved to be home at last. I am feeling better than I was, like I can manage again. Hopefully it lasts. I don't always help myself so gotta try and do better with that.

For now I'm just looking forward to sleeping in my own bed tonight with no fellow patients disturbing my sleep or nurses turning lights on to do checks.. and no early wake up call for meds and breakfast.

So happy to hear that you are home!

Glad you're home. Hope things go well.

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Hello again whispersingskye!

How are things going with you?

I'm doing ok thanks I feel like I am me again. I'm just wanting to get back to normality now, hoping to sort out going back to work soon too. I've spent enough time doing nothing, time to live my life again!

Glad to hear that you're home Skye.