whats wrong with me

i dont what is wrong with me i took the quiz thingy and got like a 67 (4 depression) and 54 &+ is severly depressed. but im not always like that, i can be fine and happy i dont think im bi polar...and i dont do drugs or anything...and like tonight i had a great day and i was happy and now like im all sad 4 no reason!! i dont know whats rong wit me and i dont wanna tell mah momz cuz shell think i juss want atention...i dont know ne1 have any idea what rong wit me!!! please help!!!

sounds like how i get, i can have spells of being fine, then for no reason i feel really down, i cant explain it, i really wish i could. best thing if you are concerned is to go to see your doc and have a nice little chat with them and see what they think, after all its what they get paid for!

hope ya feeling ok, im shattered, just got in from a 12 hour night shift and thought id look on here, take care.

Marko

Hello Bluelighter -- I am up bec. I can't sleep.

I empathize with not being able to tell your mother. My family thinks I am a "drama queen" because of my depressive periods.

Sometimes I notice now that it's not "nothing" that triggers a downward bounce, but some little thing. A remark someone makes that the economy is bad, and I am out of work. Some little comparison that I mentally make between myself and someone smarter or prettier, etc.

Knowing what triggered me doesn't really help get out of it, though.

Hand in there. This is a wonderful forum, with so many people caring about each other, and offering understanding and love.