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Oct 24, 2007, 08:39 PM
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Deep within the light's gone out
I'm in the dark without a doubt feeling the walls, damp and cold sinking down, no more bold. can't die, don't want to live can't give up, what can I give but misery, grief and sadness because inside of me lives the badness rotten to the core, full of shame people have it worse, so I'm to blame. Too many years left ahead how will I do it, I'm on a thread. Too weak to fight, I'm too confused flashbacks of dread, of being used. I lived life wrong, right from the start shouldn't have let them steal my heart my innocence or my pride...... When they did that I should have died. Or told someone what was going on because the guilt, it weighs a ton. All the others, can't you see were abused as well because of me. I am nothing, noone, a traitor, I could have stopped him, she could have stopped him, but we didn't. I'll see him in hell because I didn't stop him and he'll carry on hurting me. K |
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#2
Oct 24, 2007, 09:21 PM
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(((safe hug))))
Stay away from the could of - should of trap if you can, ok? Not a time to be thinking and trying to discern things... depression tells you lies. 
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#3
Oct 24, 2007, 10:52 PM
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(((((((Jinn)))))) Tried to PM you but you are not accepting PMs.
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Oct 25, 2007, 12:36 AM
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((((((((((Kerry)))))))))))))
PM me if I can help in any way, okay?
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Oct 25, 2007, 02:38 PM
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(((((((((jinny)))))))))
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#6
Oct 25, 2007, 04:20 PM
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((((((((jinnyann))))))))))) hang on .......please!
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#7
Oct 25, 2007, 05:19 PM
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(((((((love to you all)))))
i'm so sorry I'm moaning, just in a bad place right now. Thankyou Canders, love you, I will get through this, always manage somehow...... Jin xx |
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#8
Oct 26, 2007, 12:32 AM
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(((((((kerry))))))) what he did is exactly that, what HE did. no shame or guilt for you to feel. too young and too afraid, and noone there to turn to hunni. don't place the burden of his sins upon yourself.
hold your head high my friend. you are a survivor and an inspiration to so many. recluse1 |
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#9
Oct 27, 2007, 03:55 PM
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its ok jinny... get it all out....
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