Me and my progress

The depression bug that bit me and made my life so difficult has been taken care of. I now have a clearness in my thinking. Things have never been so clear to me before. It feels like a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders, and the blinders taken off my eyes. I realize now that my anger came from my depression and since I have gotten that under control I can really function again. I am not worried about moving all the time so that the depression does not attack me again. That is why I was angry all the time because I felt like I had to keep moving, even in my sleep. I feel like a new man now, I know that everyone says this does not happen overnight and it has not been overnight. I have struggled with this for over 4 weeks now, wow it has been 4 weeks since the darkness hit me. Anyway I digress, I want to thank everyone that has given me support and told me how it really is. I am still working on my marriage, but I do not let it bother me like I have before. I have learned to worry about the past or the future. I am here in the now and the present.

i for one am very glad to hear of your progress dragonphoto... you have an upbeat sound in your thoughts and i hope it continues.. a word of caution hoever..

unfortunately i have this negative belief... the higher we fly, the further we fall... lay yourself a cusion to protect yourself just in case...

i've followed your posts re the marriage... wishing you all the best... i really believe i understand your feelings because something like it has happened to me... we didn't reconcile but i've known others who have... you can be one of them and i'm praying for you... please remember a sense of yourself, aside from husband/father... when falling there will be at least some familiar surroundings nearby...

all the best...