[Zedsdead]

I'm having such a horrible time right now. My meds are doing nothing for me.. I'm on the verge of crying all the time and I'm not handling multiple situations very Well!!!
Things were okay, until I injured my wrist from work. My boss was furious, screamed, swore and humiliated me in front of other employees. I left in tears and haven't felt the same since. Usually things I'd be able to shrug off.. I just haven't.
I then finally stood up to my sister who has hurt me for years with her horrible advice and comments and she has made a huge deal about it and told family members she will never forgive me for saying the things I did.
Ugh. I want to be strong, I just feel tired and emotionally drained. I want to stand up to those that hurt me.. but I always feel worse in the end.
I was supposed to return back to work tomorrow to, but after today my anxiety got the best of me and I just quit my job. My supervisor is begging me to stay and come in and discuss things, but I feel I cannot face my boss another day.

Things are just so up and down right now! I'm on medication but I really don't want to up the dose or change again in fear that I will feel even worse than I do now.

I just needed to vent and get it all off my chest. I feel lost and in the wrong in everything i do. It hurts.

Good for you in getting it off your chest.

My way to deal with those types is just show up and act like nothing happened.

This obviously is a quick fix that should be followed by confronting the puppets.

Originally Posted by Zedsdead

Ugh. I want to be strong, I just feel tired and emotionally drained. I want to stand up to those that hurt me.. but I always feel worse in the end.
I was supposed to return back to work tomorrow to, but after today my anxiety got the best of me and I just quit my job. My supervisor is begging me to stay and come in and discuss things, but I feel I cannot face my boss another day.

Things are just so up and down right now! I'm on medication but I really don't want to up the dose or change again in fear that I will feel even worse than I do now.

I just needed to vent and get it all off my chest. I feel lost and in the wrong in everything i do. It hurts.

Try to trust the doctor and tell them this. I was afraid to tell the doctor everything about how I was feeling because I feared it would result in more medication. I know you have a lot of anxiety (and depression right now ) and sometimes our anxiety makes us afraid to try or take medications. If you tell the doctor, they might be able to provide you with some relief. If your anxiety and depression is so bad that you can't face going to work--you need the help of a psychiatrist and therapist. Venting here is good too.

[Zedsdead]

Ugh I'm so sad. I know the best thing would be going into work and pretending nothing happened. But the poor treatment by my boss is just so on going that it has chipped away at me for a few months. The confrontation was the last straw for me and I'm so embarrassed that I burst into tears in front of everyone but he was screaming at me, calling me a liar and swearing.. I just couldn't hold it together!!

Put in everything that happened since then with family and I'm already on the verge of tears .. I known if I go in today to see him in going to cry the minute he speaks to me. I haven't dealt with depression in over a year before this. I feel shaky and tired. I can't get my head on straight.

The thought of going into the office is making my head spin and I just cannot.

I will call my doc today. He is amazing and I don't mind telling him these things. I'm going to start looking a new job today.

Thanks for letting me vent. I really appreciate it.

[Shazerac]

I’m so sorry you had to go go through that. Screaming and swearing by a boss is totally unacceptable! I don’t think I could go back to that job either. I would end up screaming and swearing back at him. Then I would thrash him with a stapler.....then I would be the one in trouble.

[MickeyCheeky]

I hope you'll se your doctor soon. I wish you good luck. I wish I could be more honest, either...

[Zedsdead]

I seem to just cry every time we speak or I would be more inclined to give him a piece of my mind!!! I just feel weak and crappy about the whole thing.
Ahh I just want to hide. I hate this feeling

[Candy1955]

Don't you have a Human Resources office where you can report this kind of treatment. Or an office manager? Bosses are not supposed to act this way.
I was in a situation just like yours and I had to talk real plainly/cry real plainly to my doctor to change my meds and I'm much better now. Not 'well' just better.

[Zedsdead]

Originally Posted by Candy1955

Don't you have a Human Resources office where you can report this kind of treatment. Or an office manager? Bosses are not supposed to act this way.
I was in a situation just like yours and I had to talk real plainly/cry real plainly to my doctor to change my meds and I'm much better now. Not 'well' just better.

I'm sure we do. It's a big chain company so I'm looking for a contact number online now, the boss in question is actually our general manager so we are supposed to go directly to him for any grievances and such.. I have discussed it with my supervisor and he is just as terrified of him as I am so he is of no help. He invited me in on Saturday to chat while the GM isn't in office.
I even tried to discuss over email to the GM about how I felt about the incidents that have occurred and he made it really clear that I am incorrect in the way I feel and that he has gathered 'witnesses' to prove that there was no wrong doing. But I know what he said to me, I know how he said it and he even called my supervisor in to scream at him in front of me saying 'why didn't you tell her to get the F out as soon as she mentioned her wrist was painful'..

I just felt small and inferior and totally stupid. I can't handle feeling that way again today. I just can't. I'm going to call my docs and then try to get somewhere with HR.

[Minnow]

Sounds like you have some legal grounds here..

[Zedsdead]

Originally Posted by Minnow

Sounds like you have some legal grounds here..

I don't know. I have spoken to any and all associations that deals with bullying. Seems like there is nothing I can do about it.. which is honestly quite soul breaking that people can just treat others like this.

I had planned to go in and discuss the issue with my supervisor.. but the GM found out and asked me to come in and bring my resignation today instead of discussing it through with my supervisor. I could feel he wanted rid of me anyway.
I have been told to see a lawyer, but I just don't see the point.