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May 07, 2018, 08:06 PM
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These thoughts of self hate are too intense . I feel like I don't deserve to live because I am so useless and pathetic . What use can I be to anybody when I can't even help myself get out of the trap I'm stuck in ? When I die I'll probably go straight to hell because I don't deserve to go to heaven as I'm so useless .
My brother told my mum that depression is selfish . I don't know what he meant but I do wonder if it's my fault I'm depressed , maybe it's easier to stay depressed than to fight through it . But I have no fight in me . I don't know what to do anymore. If only I could get a sign from God that I'm not alone , that he cares , that there's hope . Or maybe he has given up on me like I gave up on myself |
 Anonymous44144, feeshee, Fuzzybear, mote.of.soul, MtnTime2896, mulan, Rohag, Skeezyks, Sunflower123
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May 07, 2018, 08:16 PM
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"I may be older but I am not wise / I'm still a child's grown-up disguise / and I never can tell you what you want to know / You will find out as you go." (from: "A Nightengale's Lullaby" - Julie Last) |
| Anonymous44144, Sunflower123
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#3
May 07, 2018, 08:26 PM
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God doesn't give up on you, and neither do we.
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| Anonymous44144, Sunflower123
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| cryingontheinside, Sassandclass
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#4
May 07, 2018, 08:42 PM
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Sending big hugs. You’re precious and important.
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| Anonymous44144, mote.of.soul
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#5
May 07, 2018, 08:47 PM
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Ignorance runs rampant in the world of those who don't suffer from depression. No one would ever be like this by choice. This misery and self-loathing isn't something you'd willingly sign up for. How you feel with this disorder, it isn't your fault. And a lot of it is the disorder itself making you think and believe this way.
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| Anonymous44144, Sunflower123
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| cryingontheinside
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May 08, 2018, 12:19 AM
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Depression can be contributed by your attitude and outtake on things, but it stems far deeper than just a personality check. There wouldn’t be so much science and medical stuff involved if depression were our own fault. There’s genetics, trauma, brain chemistry, your surroundings. It’s a much bigger picture than just your own choice. It’s a battle.
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| Sunflower123
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#7
May 08, 2018, 12:20 PM
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You may want to consider therapy if you have health insurance. Also I have found support groups helpful.
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| Anonymous44144, Sunflower123
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May 08, 2018, 12:37 PM
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Maybe you can give me encouragement. Please don't give up. If I see you giving up I may want to give up on me too. We can do it together. And depressed people are not selfish. Did you take the help of any psych doc and/or therapist? Meds may give you the initial push. Love to you.  
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| feeshee, Sunflower123
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