this isnt working

hum.
yeah
i cant do this for much longer.
umm
thing is up till now, PC was helping me do fine,and yeah.
but its all gone slowly down.
and i dontno what to do.
i feel trapped in my bubble again.
and this time noones getting in.
i feel like crying but i cant.
i want to hurt myself but i dont even hae the energy to do that anymore.
i know many others go thru worse everyday.
but screw it. i just dont feel like it today.
i dont know what to do.
i feel like i lost a valuable resource for keeping my sanity.
it has blocked out
i have to go alone again.
now i remember what its like to be alone.
this is probly inthe wrong place.
and it will probly get deleted.
ill put an icon on just in case. if ppl get triggered by songs being played backwards, then they will by this
take care
dot

((((((((selfy))))))))) sorry to hear you are feeling so down. just know you are not alone. so many here care about you hunni. pm me anytime you need to.