Confessions of little turtle with love #2

Anybody knows what happened to Desiree2006? I feel guilty for treating her like that.

((((((( Desiree )))))))

Much love to you

I would like to believe..

That there’s another world out there..

And that we’ll play and dance and bake and sing..

Not a fan of some of the “realities” in this world. Whose realities? Is there even one reality?

I don’t like being confronted by those “realities”

... I would like to hit delete for the bear. But then I’m “hated” if I say that sort of thing .. how dare I be so selfish . And .... grrrrr

Sending love to Desiree.. or support and care if “love” is on the “banned words list”

Please come back Desiree.. maybe we can all get along .. maybe ...
I’ve always found you kind and easy to get along with (((((( Desiree ))))))

I’m on the as is “bus” so am not going back to censor and delete all my words

Maybe I’ve crashed the bus ..again..

They always said I was a “bad driver” - those who didn’t take the time get to know me

I believe we all have a common humanity, and that labelling some as broken (and not others..) isn’t particularly helpful..

And trying to control what others say isn’t at all helpful. Who am I to judge? Who is anyone to judge?Unless someone is attacking me.... I don’t welcome that, who would..

I am broken, I’ve made mistakes.. I’ve been hurt by others and I’ve hurt others (but not on purpose)

I’m old now, like little turtle. And I’ve given him some of my years.. (I wish I could )

So as I’m old, please forgive my many mistakes I’m human too.. I’m not super bear and I’m not “bad bear” / “bad object” either.

And I don’t even know why I’m typing this. Like many here, I’m trying to stay alive... for others

Maybe it would be a “good thing” for me to hibernate.

I’m not perfect..

Growl fuzzy bear is Not allowed to use words

Little turtle said

“I’m an introvert. I’m interested in reality. But I don’t want to live in it”

I know what you mean

Much Love to you Desiree 2006.

Much love to everyone traveling on the AS IS bus today

Much love from me to everyone travelling on the AS IS bus today

I thought for a minute this might “work”

AS IS

Stupid paws

Why am I even on this planet ...I pollute it and deserve to have “medication and therapy” rammed down my throat when I can’t take the meds

(Not about anyone on pc)

To the beautiful man who I locked eyes with today, I think it was love at first sight . I heard you just moved into the area, OMG so dreamy 😍😍

the AS IS bus...here we go with not too many on board..
maybe we need to switch to a LOVE BOAT...

Hi little turtle ..

hi fuzzy

Are we in the love boat?

I am not religious yet I believe that. I don't know how to explain, I wish it's true. Heaven, that is.

I wish it’s true too, I also believe that.

Life is so hard.....

I hope there is nothing when we die, so we don't have to suffer anymore

Thirty shades

Thanks fuzzy for your kind words.
I have been sick...my depression got worse. I didn't even want to log into PC.

what is happening desiree...........

I will kindly leave the bus now. Thanks everybody, and Desiree, for coming back.

I can't believe how much I have put myself down down down...
what did I expect coming out of my type of home....and my young life...

and fuzzy I watch you putting yourself down...I feel very sad...

Thank you little turtle .. for me also what did I expect coming out of that sort of home

It’s hard not to put fuzzy bear down (some others enjoy putting fuzzy bear down too.... I’ve removed some of them from my life, with others it’s not possible )

I feel sad when people with depression put themselves down.

It’s not as easy as the magic fix all med for most I don’t think..

I feel sad about friends suffering.

Such a bad day today, major triggers leading me to be very cruel to myself.

I am sorry...sad....
I am cruel to me...also