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Nov 28, 2007, 01:09 AM
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I can't take me anymore. I hate myself so much and people hate me just as much. I've did so many bad things,I didn't mean to hurt anyone,but I ended up hurting everyone.People want me dead and I don't blame them. I want myself dead as well. What's the use of me living if I'm just going to hurt everyone I come in contact with? I too much of a punk to have sex with anyone so I'm basically useless. Every man is going to want me for sex and I just can't give it to them, what is the use of me living if I can't pleasure a man? Sometimes I wish I was a *****,maybe I could keep a man for more than a week,and if i couldn't then atleast I'll feel better about myself.
Is it weird that I've been thinking about dying lately? I just want to and i don't think anyone will care,I'm such a bad person,I thought I was doing something good,but it ended being very bad....I can never do anything right...... |
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Nov 28, 2007, 02:27 AM
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we are all valuable britbritt... one truth ive recently picked up here is that depression lies to us...
you are in truth a beautiful person... beat back the depression some and see yourself in a different light... how are you now? |
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Nov 28, 2007, 09:47 PM
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It sounds like you are angry. Try not to turn it inward. Has someone hurt you?
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Nov 29, 2007, 07:13 PM
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Come on, what did you do SO nasty?
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Nov 30, 2007, 12:43 PM
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Something happened with a guy i was talking to...I did everything except have sex with him,even oral,but that wasn't enough for him,so he quit talking to me.....That night I was so pissed off about it because it happens to me all the time, almost every guy I've been with broke up with me because I wouldn't have sex with them,so I now I'm at the point when I'm fed up with it.....I feel much better now than I did when I wrote this......
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Nov 30, 2007, 06:37 PM
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Guys that break up with you because you won't do what they want are better broken up with! That's great you have your own ideas of what you want and are sticking up for yourself. Keep up the good work! There are "nice" guys out there that won't try to superimpose their wishes over yours. Keep looking; took me until I was 35 to find the "right" one for me :-)
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Nov 30, 2007, 06:58 PM
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I think that if intimacy is reached, sex should be the natural consequence. If there is no intimacy, the relation should be broken anyway. This is true in a reasonable time span.
Also, you may want to ask yourself why you always get these wrong guys? |
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Nov 30, 2007, 07:02 PM
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I take my hat off to you... you did good girl....guys like that are not worth bothering with, you stick to your guns....the right person will come along and treat you with respect, be proud of yourself....have sex only when YOU ar ready...
Jin xx |
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Dec 01, 2007, 08:07 AM
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(((((((((Brit)))))))))
Don't worry about those guys, they are just a drop in the bucket we call time. A man that can truly see you for what you are and respect your wishes is the right man for you. I know how you are feeling as far as not feeling like people like you. I felt for a long time that I was a failure to my wife and kids. It has taken me two months and a lot of time on PC (and the people here) to start to realize that I was not a failure. I did not give up on myself or my kids or my wife. It was this illness that had taken a hold of my life. I will be saying a prayer for you in hopes that you make it through this rough time. Anytime you want to talk please PM me. All I have to offer is my words of love and caring.
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My life is my life it is not ruled by the broken me anymore!!!!!!! No Harm, No Foul!!! |
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Dec 01, 2007, 09:38 PM
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((((((((((((((( Brit )))))))))))))))
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Dec 02, 2007, 05:21 PM
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I agree with many other responses here.... I wouldn't place the blame on you, but on the guys involved even more so. If they break up with you just over you not having sex with them that's wrong. It's your body you have the right to say no.
Granted I have no experience in having a relationship, but it seems like most people are searching for a good relationship... and that that kind of relationship is really hard to find. That does not mean you're a bad person. I feel like I hurt people a lot too. I guess all you can do really is try your best to help people the best you can. Your intentions matter.
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