Failure

Hi mickey, im sorry to hear that u feeling depressed, i wish there was an easy way to get rid of all our negative emotions but that aint reality, the thing that IS reality is that we all care about you and none of us wanna see you suffer that way, u are a very special caring person and u deserve all the love u get, dont be hard on your self, you are so young and kind and im sure you'll find your space in the world, sending many hugs

Hi MickeyCheeky, I think you are so special as everyone here. And all you have told me in the past about keep going, has kept me alive and moving forward. We are all battling this depression in our own ways and is F hard to do, but I say let’s keep at it until there is no more. You know what works for me, is I throw out the TV is mostly crap and I rather read news than watch videos, the internet is good like this wonderful app we can use, but internet also has a lot of crap so is better to read books on your kindle or library. I am not the best advisor but I like to think I am friend to you and all, and I can count on you too. You know my story pretty much no need to repeat. Things never gotten well and I am trying my best to improve. The world can be a cruel place but we should be able to make it for us as pleasant as possible.
I definitely need you don’t do anything dumb.
Love and blessings,
Your Latino friend in Tokio
Eladio

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Are you feeling better? You are such a ray of sunshine and love!!
xoxoxoxox

Mickey,

So sorry to see that you feel this way about yourself. When I was your age, I felt pretty much the same. I wish I had a magic pill to give you to help you feel better, but that is the seduction of depression. Depression hits you when you are on your knees and crying.

Here is what I do know about you. You have a golden heart that is full of compassion. To me, that is worth more than 10,000 bars of gold. This compassion you have will manifest itself in your life and give you happiness down the road. Your compassionate notes and hugs do not go unnoticed. Listen to your heart and do not beat yourself. Be kind to yourself. Many people on here have witnessed your compassion and help, for that you should be thankful. You are kind to people you may never have met, to met that is worth so much.

Lastly, your notes on my posts have helped me immensely and don't beat yourself up! You are a lighthouse in many people's world on this site, that I can guarantee you.

--sarc