[puzzclar]

DO I ask for an incomplete?? I don't know what will get me out of this funk. I'm trying but nothing is working.

[Buffy01]

My emotions are going up and down today.

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by the walls

I’m so tired.

I feel tired all the time!

[Buffy01]

Originally Posted by puzzclar

DO I ask for an incomplete?? I don't know what will get me out of this funk. I'm trying but nothing is working.

I understand! I feel the same way!

[3rd rock]

I'm really starting to like this current book I'm writing. I think it will be worth reading. I will have it done by the end of the year, as I'm deliberately writing it much shorter than my previous works.

[Deilla]

Feeling pretty good this morning. I didn't sleep much. I stayed up and played games mostly. I'll go to bed fairly soon here. Maybe I will sleep until 9 am.

[SlumberKitty]

Feeling sort of okay. Kind of feeling depressed and anxious. Tried to give myself enough time to get things done at work today by coming in early. I'm hoping that it works out okay. I have T tonight and I am kind of stressed about that. HUGS to all, Kit

[puzzclar]

I'm in the ER still. I wish someone would tell me something for what will happen. But at least I have music and time to relax. Just wish I had stuff foe my hands. Maybe when I am transfered.

I feel awful.

Wow this will sound like dark sarcastic humor but I hope my plane crashes on my way home. I am more than ready for it all to end.

[Deilla]

I'm tired but I don't want to sleep. I don't like sleeping. I would rather be up and do things. I guess if I'm really exhausted, then sleep is good. Maybe I should try to rest.

[3rd rock]

I wonder if the small indeterminate mass in my brain will turn out to be something serious.

[Turtle_Rider]

It doesn't get any better. In the morning, I had a new argument with mother. Then when I was going to work, I snapped at a pervert stranger (he verbally harassed me). Work is awful like yesterday. On the way home, I have to wait for the bus for more than 30 mins. Lastly, the internet was down right when I arrived at home.

The only good thing is my coworker agreed to join my charity project.

[SlumberKitty]

Feeling halfway okay today. I had T last night. I feel a bit nervous today. Or maybe it is anxiety. I slept well though and I ate breakfast. Came into work early. Trying to start the day off right...

Originally Posted by will19

Not much of an exciting weekend, even though I was busy both days. Today I put my weights together and packed them in my car. Someone at where I work wants to buy it. Unfortunately I was not able to put my bench in the car, since it doesn't fit. The buyer, I guess, doesn't really care if he gets the bench or not. But I wanted to get rid of it. This is kind of sad that after some 25 years, those weights are going to be out of my life. And it's all because of my neighbor having to complain about it.

I went for a three hour bike ride today.

Another dull weekend is about to come to an end. I dread going to work on Mondays, but I don't know why? I like my job. It seems like it's at work where I really have a social life. I guess that's the way it is for some people.

Are you ok? Hugs.

[SlumberKitty]

I'm depressed and anxious today. Dad was having chest pains this morning, and he went to the ER. Mom went with him. They did a bunch of tests, it wasn't a heart attack but they are going to admit him for observation. I hope he is okay. I don't know what I would do without him. So I'm pretty stressed out. Want to leave work early but it's not a good time, business wise, with the owner here. But I really want to be with my Dad.

Slumberkitty I hope you are ok and your dad is going to be ok.

I'm down but I'm still ok... deep down I know whatever happens I'm going to do the best I can in the moments to come. I'm angry and grieving. I know the process from some bit of therapy. Denial, bargaining, anger, grief, ACCEPTANCE. I hope I sleep I'm sore.

Very slow at work today. Seemed like no one was at work. Nothing much to talk about. I have been feeling OK lately. The weekend is just starting. I feel pretty good when it just starts, but usually I feel depressed the most on Saturday afternoon after the shopping ends. And then that depressed feeling lingers on Sunday. It's usually very bad on Sunday morning. I hope that it gets better this weekend but I don't see anything really great that's going to happen.

[Deilla]

I'm feeling sort of Okay this morning. Been eating comfort food. I haven't used food to cope in ages. My stomach is a little upset. Will try to eat better for the rest of the day.

I'm doing so little with my day it should be thought of as a crime

very, very depressed

and in a lot of pain

[Deilla]

Originally Posted by raging vortex

I'm doing so little with my day it should be thought of as a crime

very, very depressed

and in a lot of pain

It's Okay if you take it easy today. Be kind and gentle with yourself. Hope you feel better soon.

[3rd rock]

I want to leave this city so much. I had another dream last night about becoming a successful author, which I think is an expression of my desire for freedom. I want to move away and build a new life.

[bpcyclist]

Physically exhausted from a giant workout early this morning. Seems like the bigger the workout, the better I feel afterward. Some sort of connection between my mood stuff and exercise. I dunno. Whatever, I'm gonna go with it. If it works, I'm doing it.

Another Saturday has just passed by. Busy but not exciting. I went to the bank in the early afternoon and felt tense. The bank I go to used to be nice, but not anymore. It has changed. It seems like it's a long time to see a teller because the people with the tellers seem to have complex issues; and it takes about ten minutes. It didn't used to be like that. My impression is that you just go to the window, make a deposit and/or withdraw, and then leave. It should only take 2-3 minutes at the most. Also, while waiting in line, there was a cubicle area to the side of me where the managers are. There was a couple there with loud and screaming kids. It really got on my nerves.

[Deilla]

I'm feeling disappointed. I've been let down. Not sure if there is something wrong with me or what it is. But things aren't working out like I had hoped for. I'm tired of it. I'm going to quit asking for help. Why bother? I'm pretty much invisible anyway.