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#776
Apr 20, 2020, 02:18 PM
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anybody else bored and lonely...i am ready for the benzo bar...and the wine cooler
and more coffee...and sugar..and icecream...no broccoli....back of that bus... |
 Anonymous41462, Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
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#777
Apr 20, 2020, 06:28 PM
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I’m sad, bored, lonely and tbh disappointed
 I can’t stand the world either Benzos, wine, coffee with cream, salmon, chocolate, ice cream, bread and butter pudding, Irish coffee  
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| Anonymous41462, little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
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| little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
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#778
Apr 21, 2020, 07:14 AM
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i have always been kinda lazy....even when i was little.....so how am i
going to deal with this thought...i am going to try to embrace that in a positive way...society would say it's not good to be lazy...but it was good for me... i really am that way...i made my way thru...i think i will embrace that part of me... that is just the way it is for me...and screw what society says... |
| Anonymous41462, Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
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| Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
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#779
Apr 21, 2020, 07:19 AM
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Being As Is is important
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| Anonymous41462, Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag
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| Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0
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#780
Apr 21, 2020, 07:19 AM
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i am not interested in working real hard...i kinda like that lazy part...
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| Anonymous41462, Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
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| Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
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#781
Apr 21, 2020, 07:29 AM
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i just had an idea...
TRUE LOVE...maybe it is the practice of loving yourself... that sounds selfish...but maybe not... maybe that is the major problem here... looking for love in all the wrong places love is patient and love is kind... i am starting to love myself... not what others say...not what society or religion says.. i love that lazy little guy...he didn't have to get up early... |
| Anonymous41462, Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
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| Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
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#782
Apr 21, 2020, 07:32 AM
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what does society say...work hard...work work
when i was disabled from mental illness and was on ssd for 5 years... i felt so terribly guilty for taking that money...i still do... |
| Anonymous41462, Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
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| Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
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#783
Apr 21, 2020, 08:07 AM
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also i tend not to be very brave...a little more toward coward...
but here i am alive at 88yo...and i have been in some tough spots in the navy... this love yourself may be where its at...most of my family think i am full of ####... it is also my thoughts about them...comfortable with yourself...wow...is that possible for me... i like the lazy part...that is why i am not rich and famous...but i didn't die young.. |
| Anonymous41462, Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
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| Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
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#784
Apr 21, 2020, 06:45 PM
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Hmm.. that’s interesting about being lazy or tending to be...
Maybe I am that way too... But I had to get up very early for a very long time and I did not like that... Work work work was almost .... well it was enforced. it was THE most “important” thing.... That and not talking.... or talking only at the “right” time and with the “right” words... No wonder little fuzzy did not say much Maybe little fuzzy was “not brave enough”... For what? That may be the question.....
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| Anonymous41462, little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
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| little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
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#785
Apr 22, 2020, 06:48 AM
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wild stress morning...i am trying to stay away from my love drug---valium
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| Anonymous41462, Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
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| MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
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#786
Apr 22, 2020, 08:03 AM
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just crying today...turning more to meditation for help...
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| Anonymous41462, Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
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| MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
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#787
Apr 22, 2020, 08:31 AM
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i am very afraid and lazy today...
afraid of what----how about early death... feeling lazy----i need help...i am not interested in helping others today... |
| Anonymous41462, Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
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| MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
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#788
Apr 22, 2020, 12:29 PM
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i went to meditate in my car in the sun....
i ended up weeping and wailing... i am happy that i can let this stuff out.. it is not something i like but it will help me... |
| Anonymous41462, Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
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| MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
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#790
Apr 23, 2020, 03:48 AM
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| little turtle, Rohag, Thirty shades
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#791
Apr 23, 2020, 04:11 AM
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| Fuzzybear, little turtle, Thirty shades
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#792
Apr 23, 2020, 07:45 AM
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after all my weeping and wailing yesterday....
today i feel better..... |
| Anonymous41462, Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Mopey, Rohag, Thirty shades
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#793
Apr 23, 2020, 11:54 AM
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| little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
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| little turtle
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#794
Apr 23, 2020, 03:41 PM
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Thank you little turtle and all on the As Is bus for being here and for being true
Love to all on the Bus
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| little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
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| little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
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#795
Apr 23, 2020, 04:56 PM
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''the doctor-as-god reporting their Opinion in tantalizing brevity''
(I still have not completely got a few former sub optimal medical providers irl out of my head completely... any ideas how to?  )Maybe it is ''all part of the illness''  (my ''illness'' Actually they do not occupy as much space in my head as they used to... usually )Something reminded me of this. (Not about anyone on pc)
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| Anonymous41462, little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
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| little turtle, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
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#796
Apr 24, 2020, 05:06 AM
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fuzzy---how do you get it out of your head........good question
i am very angry this morning...trying to meditate... angry about everything...frustrated... |
| Anonymous41462, Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
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| Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
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#797
Apr 24, 2020, 05:47 AM
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i am looking for a punching bag...
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| Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
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| Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
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#798
Apr 24, 2020, 07:22 AM
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interesting morning...i felt totally defeated for about 5 minutes...awful...
i didn't try to fix it...that feeling went away... |
| Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Rohag, Thirty shades
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| Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
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#799
Apr 24, 2020, 10:00 AM
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| Fuzzybear, little turtle, Thirty shades
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#800
Apr 24, 2020, 11:01 AM
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If a pattern, is there any consistency in the time between the weeping+wailing and the feeling better? As always, feel free to ignore the questions.
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My dog mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.
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| Anonymous41462, Fuzzybear, MimiBhaduri0, Thirty shades
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