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#126
Nov 14, 2019, 09:08 AM
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what terrific posts......
another friend died this week...... and last night i was afraid.....panic...all is lost.......and i keep trying to fight it... which my guru says is not good.....he says it just makes you more tired... |
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#127
Nov 14, 2019, 11:50 AM
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my guru guy says --------------
working definition of healing...... is coming to terms with things as they are... for me ---i am 88 yo now and i am declining physically and mentally... i can't stop this decline....i hope i can accept this AS IS...ON THE BUS |
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#128
Nov 14, 2019, 02:34 PM
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The panic...
Seems to feed on resistance. I fear the panic when it starts And it grows... Panic is part of me that I find very hard to accept 
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#129
Nov 14, 2019, 03:56 PM
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i am frightened of my own self... |
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#131
Nov 16, 2019, 09:17 AM
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thanks.....to all.... and hugs...
feeling low this am....real low... coffee helped some...... now it is either a valium or a 10 minute walk... or both....i decided to hold off on the valium... i am really an old broken down psychiatrist... |
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#132
Nov 16, 2019, 09:25 AM
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the reason i am cautious about the valium....
i have been addicted to valium and coming off was a problem....i was on valium for years and it helped me.... and hurt me in some ways... |
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#133
Nov 16, 2019, 11:02 AM
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i walked some....i rested some...i have a little tiny hope... |
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#134
Nov 16, 2019, 11:22 AM
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 The battle to resist the Valium is not an easy journey In our forest the doctors will only give a very limited supply to protect us.. ATM I am telling myself when the panic erupts, "That I feel afraid but I am not in any danger." It is helping but my inner self is taking a lot of convincing... |
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#136
Nov 16, 2019, 12:23 PM
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#138
Nov 16, 2019, 02:02 PM
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#139
Nov 16, 2019, 02:10 PM
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anybody here thinking they are dying or going crazy.....
i was earlier... |
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#140
Nov 16, 2019, 05:15 PM
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Sometimes it feels like a living kind of death
When all joy is so lost..... |
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#141
Nov 16, 2019, 05:37 PM
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#143
Nov 17, 2019, 05:48 AM
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awful night....i cant it take anymore....
this am i raised my celexa..... and took a valium....... |
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#144
Nov 17, 2019, 07:30 AM
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#145
Nov 18, 2019, 08:25 AM
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Little turtle I am in danger of dying.
I had an Indian boyfriend before the PC one. He is an anti-social... into all kinds of crimes like drug trafficking and others... he is threatening to kill me. He is friends with the local police and politicians. So seeking out help is not an option. I had told him about my PC boyfriend when I didn't know yet about his real identity. He is immensely jealous that a woman he rejected can live a better life with a US citizen. So if I suddenly disappear it may mean that I am dead. I'm savoring every moment I spend with you all at PC and with my cat. You're all I have got. My parents don't like me, my Mom is too wrapped up in her male friend who hates me(she got me locked in psych hospitals twice bc he told her to) and my Dad is a pervert. So that's how it is... Last edited by Anonymous44144; Nov 18, 2019 at 08:40 AM. |
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#146
Nov 18, 2019, 08:41 AM
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wow desiree.....sounds dangerous....the bus is still here for you...love and hugs...
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#147
Nov 18, 2019, 08:42 AM
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 Sounds like a Hollywood thriller but it's real. I wish he dies instead of me. Maybe my Prince Charming comes to save my life... sigh
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