I feel really bad this afternoon.

and it's all down to the fact that someone didn't eat a lemon cake, even look at the cake

I have an intense... well, it's a fear- but also just a general issue over abandoned food. it just made me really sad that they wanted to throw the cake in the bin

and gripped me with anxiety

I didn't sleep well last night. I had put on a brand-new mattress pad last night and it felt different being in bed. The movie I saw last night was very good, although it had kind of a sad ending.

This morning I had made my batches of spaghetti sauce, like I do every four weeks. I got miffed this morning when I found out that I had forgotten to pick up an important ingredient yesterday. So I had to take time out to go to the store and get it.

I talked to my sister this morning. It went OK. She sounded a bit tired. She's probably feeling depressed with being cooped up in her house and needing money, since she's not working.

Feeling depressed this morning. It's a cloudy day. Plus with the way things look outside now reminds me of other years when things were bad. Especially seeing the purple flowers on the trees, which are pretty, but reminds me of the bad times I had before. That's the way it is at this time of year for me.

[Breaking Dawn]

I am ok. Some struggles, but over all, I know how fortunate I am.

[Mountaindewed]

I think it’s just the weather.

[Yzen]

My anxiety is much lower than a few days ago which I am thankful.
Still feel a little depressed.

[3rd rock]

I'm making slow but good progress on my current book. But after this I don't know what I'll do. I'm feeling very sad tonight. I made a cup of coffee at 9. I enjoy drinking coffee at night, it's relaxing. However, I'm going to have to take one of my medications to sleep. That's okay.

[Deilla]

I've been depressed lately. I'm not really sure what I'm depressed about. I just know that I've lost interest in the things I used to enjoy. All I want to do is sleep.

[Breaking Dawn]

Life is hard sometimes, right?

[Lalaladida7]

I’m in physical pain from fibromyalgia and feeling so low energy that I feel like a useless, worthless sloth. I’m not getting much done or feeling many positive feelings. The pain makes it hard some days.

[MimiBhaduri0]

Originally Posted by Breaking Dawn

Life is hard sometimes, right?

You bet!
Hugs.

[Rose76]

I have a lot to worry about now.

I wonder if life will get good again. Awful to fear that it won't.

[puzzclar]

Rollercoaster need I say more?

[Rose76]

Had a nightmare. I feel so threatened. It's horrible.

[Breaking Dawn]

Doing better today.

[pjbockajr]

Am more down. The summer is meaningless now without the normal traditions. Even if I wanted to bother with people theres little point in a world where ppl jump if someone approaches them. Many are scared to speak with others. My own social and generalized anxiety is heighten tho I am a supposed essential person still working and able to venture outside.

[MimiBhaduri0]

Originally Posted by Breaking Dawn

Doing better today.

I am happy for you, hugs.

[Deilla]

I was stressing today after taking my cat to the vet. I was worried about other appointments and doing PT exercises. But I'm relaxing now. I think I will make myself some hot chocolate.

[3rd rock]

I called in sick to work today. I'll go in tomorrow but I think I'll call in sick on Monday. I hate my job and I hate my life.

[Deilla]

I slept a fairly normal schedule today. I'll get a little more sleep later this morning. But for now I think I will relax with a game.

[Breaking Dawn]

I am doing ok. And I appreciate all of you.

[Mountaindewed]

I don’t really know what happened last night. A bunch of **** just hit me at one time. Covid, still not being able to return to work. I feel a lot better today though. At least mentally. I did delete my therapists email address so no matter what happens I can’t email her. I felt like I was becoming too needy and I just didn’t like what was happening.

[July131990]

Actually having a pretty good day so far. Sleeping much better than I have in months .getting the hang of driving , lost about 3 pounds . First time in a long time I'm actually pretty happy

I haven't been posting on here for a little while. I have not been sleeping well lately because of blowing my nose for most of the night. I'm so tired in the day and have a headache.

Yesterday I inquired with my apartment manager about a new lease that should be coming up next month. I had signed a one-year lease a year ago. I was told, because of the COVID-19 situation, no leases will be issued and my rent is not going up for now. I guess it's good news for now.

Been busy at work lately, but not as much today. That's fine. I'm having a three-day weekend coming up. I've had only one day off since Jan. 1st, including not having a long weekend until now. Looking forward to a little time off. But I get the feeling it will fly by.

[Breaking Dawn]

One day at a time. We will get there!

[Deilla]

I had a decent day. I went out and got my hair done. It was a nice treat!